Ever wonder where the Great Egyptian Pyramids came from? Or why there are so many triangles in business logos, on American currency and in the music industry? Have you ever heard of The Illuminati? How much do you know about The Freemasons? Have you ever heard of The Jesuits? I hadn’t. Do you know who runs this world? The Prince of The Air on top of course…and the Vatican… Not everything is what it seems in this world.

Superficial: “appearing to be true or real only until examined more closely.”

Ask JESUS to open your eyes and be awakened to the Truth and to the real world that you are living in. You will never be the same. Even if you are born again, there is vast knowledge for you to realize. So many questions you’ve always had about life and the things you never understood about this world and how it operates will be revealed to you. Ask, seek, and knock my friend. †

Did you know that there’s just as much acting on CNN, FOX, MSNBC, and all mainstream/government controlled news media? All the world really is a stage. Google Albert Pike. World War 3 is coming. These wicked people have had this planned for a super long time. A New World Order. Thing is, it lines up with The Word of God, The Holy Bible. For example, check out Revelation chapter 13. We are on the precipice of the final 7 years of Tribulation. All hell is about to break loose upon this earth for 7 years, then Jesus will come back with His Church or Bride (The faithful Christian Believers that were raptured just before this 7 year period began). It’s time for the Church to exit and The Antichrist to be ushered in. The Holy Spirit inside of all the Believers and true Children of God is what’s holding the evil one from being revealed. Once God’s People are taken from the earth, darkness will dominate. You think it’s bad now? Cry out to Jesus TODAY!

Don’t wait.



Over the past couple of months or so, I began experiencing this strange numerical phenomenon…

After It had occurred a handful of times, I actually acknowledged it. I considered that maybe, just maybe, this was a message from above. I know God works in mysterious ways. From the time of day, grocery bills, to random places online, the number 4 was popping up like crazy! I began to hear through a YouTube community that other Christians are experiencing the same or similar phenomenon. With all of this in mind, I just had to try and figure something out! I do not believe in coincidences!

The first thing I did was search the web for the meanings of the number 4.

Search results pulled up astrology/numerology related information and other occult things like “Angel Numbers.” I knew that there was no way that any of this was the answer, how could a message from God be backed with information from the dark side?

My heart sank. Perhaps this was just deception from Satan himself. He was just sitting back laughing while watching me search for an answer, believing wholeheartedly I’d gotten a message from God. How could this be? It wasn’t only me…

Then somehow I discovered the numerical significance in the Hebrew alphabet and language. I was ecstatic! The Hebrew language is obviously of God…no occult here!!! Research time!

I found that 4 is the numerical value of the fourth letter of the Hebrew Alphabet which is called “Dalet”

Onto something!

To sum it up, The greatest point of my research is that the Dalet, 4th letter of Hebrew Alphabet, signifies a door.

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There are multiple verses in The Bible about doors:

****Matthew 24:33 So likewise ye, when ye shall see all these things, know that it is near, even at the doors.  (This one seems quite relevant considering current events) I believe this one might be it…

Mark 13:29 So ye in like manner, when ye shall see these things come to pass, know that it is nigh, even at the doors.

Revelation 3:8 – I know thy works: behold, I have set before thee an open door, and no man can shut it: for thou hast a little strength, and hast kept my word, and hast not denied my name.

Revelation 3:20 – Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.

Revelation 4:1 – After this I looked, and, behold, a door [was] opened in heaven: and the first voice which I heard [was] as it were of a trumpet talking with me; which said, Come up hither, and I will shew thee things which must be hereafter.

Matthew 7:7 – Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:

Matthew Chapter 7

13 Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide [is] the gate, and broad [is] the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat:

14 Because strait [is] the gate, and narrow [is] the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.

John 10:7 Then said Jesus unto them again, Verily, verily, I say unto you, I am the door of the sheep.

Psalms 24:7 – Lift up your heads, O ye gates; and be ye lift up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory shall come in.
Proverbs 8:34 – Blessed [is] the man that heareth me, watching daily at my gates, waiting at the posts of my doors.
John 10:9 – I am the door: by me if any man enter in, he shall be saved, and shall go in and out, and find pasture.
James 5:9 – Grudge not one against another, brethren, lest ye be condemned: behold, the judge standeth before the door.
Acts 5:19 – But the angel of the Lord by night opened the prison doors, and brought them forth, and said,

Genesis 4:7 – If thou doest well, shalt thou not be accepted? and if thou doest not well, sin lieth at the door. And unto thee [shall be] his desire, and thou shalt rule over him.

The 4’s are everywhere…I keep noticing them. Not when I look for them myself.

I guess the real question is…

Are we ready?

God bless.

These Are The Days that I Will Remember When My Name is Called on The Roll

A thought came to me unexpectedly as I sat in the midst of all my twisted troubles tonight.

Don’t get caught up in all of these things. This is all temporary. Do not be distracted, or be consumed by your emotions. It’s almost reaping time. You’re going home.

The longer time goes on the more I realize that this world is not my home.

Basically this means that I am not settled in here, comfortably embracing it all. Looking forward to what the next ten years hold, the purchase of our new home, or even this spring’s landscaping…I’m just beside myself. I woke up. I chose to take Jesus’ hand and come out of my lukewarm Christian state. So, as I slowly began giving it my all, to apply my faith and walk with Jesus full time…the eyes of my heart were opened. My plans are irrelevant.  With eyes wide open, I’m watching for Jesus now.

Regardless of your religious or spiritual stance, have you really taken a look at what’s going on in our world lately? Mainstream media, non-mainstream, magazines…countless sources, but are you getting the news? Even if you are blessed to live in a quiet, little town someplace, there’s so much chaotic activity under the sun right now. If you’ve followed my blog for a while, you know that I am a very positive-natured person. I’m not pushing negativity.


All sets of ears hear the news differently. What may be devastating and awful to one set, may still  be of dark matters to another, but yet hopeful in signs of deliverance. We’re watching and waiting for Jesus. Keeping up with current world events has made me more aware of the hour I’m living in. The Truth doesn’t appeal to everyone, but it will set you free.

Back to tonight…my weary spirit was collecting anxiety over life-stuff happening in my personal world right now.

The Holy Spirit gently reminded me to not be discouraged or distracted…

I don’t have to sit in my despair anymore. I have a HUGE reason to live. Amen ❤

I was miraculously healed of a strong gambling addiction, God saved my very life in some pretty dangerous Manic states, and I’ve experienced so many great things and dear blessings along the way. He is truly LOVE. Because our Creator is LOVE itself, we are able to love.

Hallelujah 🙂

Glory to the Lamb of God

God bless everyone tonight!

Hope Tonight

Tonight, as I was skimming through the Gospel of John, I came across verse 22 of Chapter 16, and felt a sense of relief come over me. The letters in red, the very Words of our Jesus called out to me tonight. I am so grateful for this verse of hope tonight, in a world full of uncertainty. God is our sustenance, He’s Everything. Our Rock. Jesus, the only true friend we can count on, guaranteed without fail. God the Father to the father-less…and Husband to the widow. Blessed be His Holy Name!

I put the text on a Background via Google.

Look up, dear ones…your redemption draweth nigh…

Talking to God.

I don’t have much to say right now. Perhaps I’ve poured out so much of me lately that I need to sit, and rest…with my empty vase.


The darkest cloud came upon my family and I this summer when my father passed away. Though he was in the ICU for a week, it was still devastating how everything happened so fast. Then, over a month later, mom lost the sight of her left eye to a stroke.

From one breath to another, life shifts. The dynamics of family change over time in our lives, just as with every type of relationship. My family is no longer the same. Though I lost my dad, on a positive note, I have gotten closer with my husband’s family. No one can fill a hole the size of your father. However, having more people to love in your life who really care about you is always awesome. After three months without him here on earth, I am slowly beginning to move on.

Today I returned to the morning walk that truly lifted my depression in a natural way this spring and brought about the fruits of amazing weight loss. God’s sunlight, the use of my legs, and some headphones with the mp3’s are all I need. I check the weather in the morning before I go out to be sure there will be no precipitation in the following few hours. Today was an opportunity not only weather-wise, but God-wise. God gave me this day to live on the earth that He created. To breathe every breath, taking all of life in. That’s what I did.

I made goals last night, and today I checked them off in my notebook. Tomorrow morning I see my new family doctor because of a change in insurance network, so my walking will probably be inside on the treadmill instead of outside, down the street in my little town. I had the choice to walk, or not walk or exercise at all. I chose to try to get back into the world of fitness today. I took a stand for my health and self esteem. I know its not always going to be easy, and I am not strong willed all of the time. I am still going to give it my all because I want to be my best ‘me’ now more than ever. I’ve worn my pain for 7 years now, a river of tears and so many pounds. This is not who I am destined to be.

My current situation does not define me. It does not define who I am. The way I look right now is not me. The body underneath these clothes is the carrier of my soul, which belongs to God. Therefor I will honor God in taking care of my body, His temple. These past few years I have come to really love life for what it is, and not what it has. Diamond rings, and other shiny things are no longer so valuable to me.

I have really been humbled by all of these experiences in my twenties. I am trying harder and I apply myself more, and have prayed more than ever…

In a world of confusion, depression, doubt, and fear, I held onto God. I’ve had periods of great wellness in this time. I have also had very dark ones involving Bipolar mania or hypo-mania. Whether I put myself in those situations knowingly or not, I prayed. I did not read the Bible, at all. I speak the truth. When I did attend Church I heard God’s Word, sang songs of praise, but have never been this open to Him, or surrendering. I know He holds the Universe, so I hold onto Him, and I am going to be okay. I really believe that my prayers and the prayers of others for me are why and how I made it out.

I never stopped talking to God In the name of Jesus, Whose Name is the only one by which we can be saved.

And this peace is free for all who thirst…


God bless.

Day 3 Bipolar Caffeine Detox & Some Divine Help

I feel like I am crawling around on the rails after being hit by a train.

Maybe I am finally learning my lesson. If something can take you sky high it sure can take you pretty darn low, too.

The eyes of my spirit are slowly beginning to open though. The emotional numbness that I get from Caffeine is beginning to wear off—a wee bit. This means my natural feelings are on their way back. The real me is on its way home. I am one spec closer to being able to make decisions and have them be accurate according to my soul and  the heart of me. I am a good person, but Caffeine turns me into someone I’m not. Being a Psychoactive Drug, especially consumed in larger quantities this time around, my moods have cycled rapidly and I’m sure I’ve acted out of anger too quickly at some point.

I’ve been praying for God to let me hear The Holy Spirit more clearly. I know that I am doing the right thing by cutting this harmful stimulant out of my life, but I’m also seeking Divine Help. I’ve asked The Father to let the Holy Spirit speak a little louder to me. I am seeking with open ears for guidance. I know He’s inside of me. I just never gave any of this the proper amount of recognition it deserves. So, I am opening myself up. I’m coming closer, and beginning to trust my God.

Before I began this detox, In a moment of despair and uncertainty, I Googled “How to trust God.”

“The secret lies in putting this truth into practice, by making it such a powerful theme in your life that you view every event, every sorrow, every prayer with the unshakable conviction that God is totally, spotlessly trustworthy.”

I found a little article that spoke to me. I know the Bible is The Truth, I just wanted to see what a search engine had to say. What would another Christian think? Clicking the quote will take you to my search result.

-More below from the article:

The Secret Behind This Secret

The secret lives within you: the Holy Spirit. Not only will he convict you of the rightness of trusting in the Lord, he’ll help you do it. It’s just too tough to do on your own.

Because the Holy Spirit knows you better than you know yourself, he’ll give you exactly what you need to make this change. He’s infinitely patient, so he’ll let you test this secret—trusting in the Lord—in little baby steps. He’ll catch you if you stumble. He’ll rejoice with you when you succeed.”

Finally… Let us all think on this:

“Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct thy paths.”

-Proverbs 3:5-6

It’s hard living in a world like this when you’re waiting on the next one to be your real home…

I am praying for Israel, Ukraine, and everywhere else in the world that there is such war, such turmoil. Can it be much longer? God knows we are hanging on down here. He doesn’t want anyone to perish.

Basically, in accordance with my faith, I do not want to bring something into my body that affects my mind and everything so profoundly in a negative way that I would make the wrong decisions and winding up destroying a relationship or even my very own life (with poor choices).


…Choices just add up.


“Are You Ready?” A Poem about the Soon Coming of Christ.


(Author Unknown)

A Prayer Stop Poem: “Are You Ready?”
Twas the night before Jesus came and all through the house,
Not a creature was praying, not one in the house.
Their Bibles were lain on the shelf without care,
In hopes that Jesus would not come there.
The children were dressing to crawl into bed,
Not one ever kneeling or bowing a head.
And Mom in her rocker with baby on her lap,
Was watching the Late Show while I took a nap.
When out of the East there arose such a clatter,
I sprang to my feet to see what was the matter.
Away to the window I flew like a flash,
Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash!
When what to my wondering eyes should appear,
But angels proclaiming that Jesus was here.
With a light like the sun sending forth a bright ray,
I knew in a moment this must be THE DAY!
The light of His face made me cover my head,
It was Jesus returning just like He had said.
And though I possessed worldly wisdom and wealth,
I cried when I saw Him in spite of myself.
In the Book of Life which He held in His hand,
Was written the name of every saved man.
He spoke not a word as He searched for my name;
When He said “It’s not here” my head hung in shame.
The people whose names had been written with love,
He gathered to take to His Father above.
With those who were ready He rose without a sound,
While all the rest were left standing around.
I fell to my knees, but it was too late,
I had waited too long and thus sealed my fate.
I stood and I cried as they rose out of sight;
Oh, if only I had been ready tonight.
In the words of this poem the meaning is clear,
The coming of Jesus is drawing near.
There’s only one life and when comes the last call,
We’ll find that the Bible was true after all!