I Surrender All….Wilderness Update 8.20.17

So, BIG REVELATION!

After weeks of seeking deliverance and self deliverance, research, studying, and pretty much making this thing my idol (being freed from the molesting and raping demons) I think I finally got the point. All of this time God has been waiting on me to simply surrender to Him as He watched me from above as I scurried and hurried around trying to take control and do things my way. I have not fully surrendered. Jesus wants ALL of us, not 75% or however much we are willing to give Him.

I have not totally died to self and I have been reacting to God like He wanted to take my favorite toy when that’s certainly not the case. Jesus gave His ALL for me on the CROSS so I shouldn’t give Him any less than all of me. The love of GOD is amazing! I am just now beginning to understand the nature of my Father and how He is so kind and merciful. He is LOVE itself! I grew up in a pretty religious background and I had no idea what GRACE was…so far, I am drowning in the BLISS of my SAVIOR! We have to realize that we can stoop pretty low in this world. We can find ourselves doing things we never thought we would do and in places we said we would never go…The wages of sin is really…DEATH! The BIBLE is TRUE! The ONLY TRUTH under the sun!

God wants us to trust Him. I have not done that, but I am starting to. Today when the demonic attacks came upon me, I just ask Jesus to help me and take away the pain that feels like pinches and biting or the molesting. The tiny annoying torments cease instantly and the sexual attacks are becoming so much more bearable as He is removing them in His perfect way and time. I have actually moved to the backseat and let God have the steering wheel (I thought I did). It has only been one day, but I have seen my FATHER show up in such a MIGHTY and direct way…it blows my mind! He is growing my faith. I am so grateful, I don’t give thanks much at all but I am a work in progress 🙂

God is moving in my life in ways I’ve never imagined. I told Him I wasn’t testing Him but trusting Him to fight for me like in Exodus 14:14. He understands our hearts before we ever pray. He takes care of it all every time! He is soooo faithful! So this is what surrender feels like… This is peace. Thank YOU JESUS!

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Burn Me Alive Inside…

This “spirit husband” is so stubborn to let me go. If I’m not awake being raped and molested inside, then I am living in the devil’s nightmares as I sleep. So, I can’t just take a bunch of sleeping medicine cuz that would just screw me over, I’d end up stuck in the demonic nightmares for hours.

I guess I’ve sinned worse than I know… with what’s got hold of me. The way things are, you’d think I’d had sex with the devil himself. I just want them to leave. Or I want to leave if they won’t. Ah, this sucks! Days of torment.

The wages of sin is death. Don’t do it. If you are delivered from an unclean spirit (Jesus Himself delivered me from a terrible spirit after I prayed months ago) and you return to your sin, like The Bible says, something worse will come. Sin no more. I have been living with my something worse since March and I am seriously ready to move on.

There’s more to the world than what the cotton-candy Christianity preachers around the world are teaching right now. They’re tickling peoples ears with promises that if they just sign up they will win an all expenses paid trip to Heaven, no pain or suffering involved. New car, new house, better looking body and blah blah. It’s about who YOU are and what YOU want and what God will do for YOU. Hate to break it to all of the followers of the prosperity Gospel preachers, but…God is not a genie. We don’t just order what we want like at a drive thru either. It’s a relationship. This world is a mess right now with stuff like this going on. Stuff like what’s going on inside of me and is going on with many believers right now. I thank God for connecting me with people who I can relate to in this time of darkness. It is super dark in the spiritual realm down here on planet earth. It’s only going to get darker. The Bible is without error and all is coming to pass right now.

Jesus is the only way to make it right now and certainly to make it to Heaven. He is coming soon. Hold on people, it may feel like hell to us right now but we are way wrong. This is not hell. If we are suffering like this now, I cannot imagine how people will be attacked in the coming 7 year Tribulation, and unimaginably Hell itself. Repent! We aren’t guaranteed anymore time anyway of life. God bless.

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Watch Out! Bible Prophecy Unfolding!

You gotta watch people who “meet with the Pope” cuz there’s a reason they are. National Day of Prayer, Pray for the lost souls and to be accounted worthy to escape the things to come to pass and stand before the Son of Man because it will surely come. Jesus is the ONLY WAY. All hell will SURELY break loose. There is NO STOPPING it. We are watching it all unravel and Bible Prophecy is playing out so clearly!

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FOLLOWING GOD AND HIS CALL ON YOUR LIFE!

FOLLOWING GOD AND HIS CALL ON YOUR LIFE!

Separation will oftentimes be part of your development as a Christian. Before you can take on something new, the Lord may ask you to let go of something you already have. Obedience is meant by saying goodbye to relationships and things dear to your heart. A life you’ve known… left behind. Strong faith will enable you to say yes to what the Lord commands.

Moving ahead in the mist of uncertainty can be another aspect of following the Lord. Unwavering trust in your heavenly Father will enable you to answer the Divine call wholeheartedly – even though specific details aren’t given.
Following God requires living by obedient faith. That means: trusting the Holy Spirit to be your guide; when you don’t see how all the pieces fit together (John 16:13-15); believing that God always works for your good and His glory (Romans 8:28); and having a desire to please your Father.

Question: Will you be ready when He calls?
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3/14/2017

 

Are You Feeling Empty?

Are you feeling empty? People walk around looking for purpose as lost as can be. JESUS CHRIST is The Way, The Truth, and The Life and no man can come to The Father but by Him! Jesus is THE PURPOSE! Jesus IS THE REASON your heart is beating. God has a plan for your life! No matter what you’re going through, today’s a new day. Let this be your new beginning. †

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This test is designed to answer 2 questions: Are you a good person according to God’s standards? And if so, are you good enough to go to heaven?

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John 3:16

16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

 

Cry out in your own words from your heart.

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“Oh my God!” is what *everyone* cries out in times of disaster or trouble…

This message was created nearly a year ago, but this is for NOW. God’s timing is not our timing. “But, beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day.” 2 Peter 3:8

Brothers & Sisters in Christ, please share for the lost. The return of Christ is at hand!

Not without Jesus.

Today could be your last day. Today The Trumpet could sound, and it would be too late if you are not ready to go with Jesus. Don’t be left behind for the horror that is soon to come. Jesus is the ONLY way out of HELL and the Tribulation soon to come. The New World Order has everything set up, but it cannot be implemented until The Bride of Christ is removed.

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Text below via Rapture Ready

THE DAYS OF NOAH

We are told that when Jesus comes again to rapture (harpazo) us home, that it will be like when it was in the days of Noah. This passage, frequently cited to by Biblical scholars and writers, indicates that it was a sign of the end times and as such, should be a condition that should alert us to the coming of the Lord.

Matthew 24:37-41

37But as the days of Noe were, so shall also the coming of the Son of man be. 38For as in the days that were before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noe entered into the ark, 39And knew not until the flood came, and took them all away; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be. 40Then shall two be in the field; the one shall be taken, and the other left. 41Two women shall be grinding at the mill; the one shall be taken, and the other left. 

These verses tell us that when the Son of Man appears again, people will be eating and drinking, marrying and giving up in marriage just as they did right up to the day when Noah went into the ark. Everything was normal, in other words, for those who were unaware of God’s intentions. However, for Noah and his family, it was clear that the time was coming when God would bring all of creation to an end.

Looking at the story of Noah contained in Genesis 6, the condition of the world was vexatious to the Lord. He looked down from His throne in heaven to find that corruption had filled the world. The perfect creation of His hands had become everything He did not intend.

Genesis 6:1-13

1And it came to pass, when men began to multiply on the face of the earth, and daughters were born unto them, 2That the sons of God saw the daughters of men that they were fair; and they took them wives of all which they chose.3And the LORD said, My spirit shall not always strive with man, for that he also is flesh: yet his days shall be an hundred and twenty years.4There were giants in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown. 5And God saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually.6And it repented the LORD that he had made man on the earth, and it grieved him at his heart. 7And the LORD said, I will destroy man whom I have created from the face of the earth; both man, and beast, and the creeping thing, and the fowls of the air; for it repenteth me that I have made them.8But Noah found grace in the eyes of the LORD. 9These are the generations of Noah: Noah was a just man and perfect in his generations, and Noah walked with God. 10And Noah begat three sons, Shem, Ham, and Japheth.11The earth also was corrupt before God, and the earth was filled with violence. 12And God looked upon the earth, and, behold, it was corrupt; for all flesh had corrupted his way upon the earth.13And God said unto Noah, The end of all flesh is come before me; for the earth is filled with violence through them; and, behold, I will destroy them with the earth.

These were days that brought sorrow to the heart of God. As we look at this passage we see that giants walked the face of the earth as angels had mated with God’s creation thereby corrupting the flesh that God had created. This was the age of the Nephilim, the age of Nimrod, the age of men of renown. We now wonder if this was a time when many of the great ancient monuments were built such as the pyramids of Egypt, the Sphinx, Stonehenge, Easter Island and others. There are a number of ancient wonders that we cannot explain so we wonder if mighty men constructed these wonders.

Whatever the result, ultimately there was a judgment upon all of mankind. Previously, God had granted man long life but He then decided that life should be limited. Consequently, the term of man’s existence upon the earth after this would be one hundred twenty years. I know it sounds like a long time to us but in comparison to what man had been given, it was a dramatic reduction. Men would now be limited to a lifespan that was 1/8 of what it had been. For us, it would be like being told that your life would be over at ten years of age.

Many people concentrate upon the fact that everything would be “normal” before the end. However, I think that Jesus meant much more than just that. Otherwise, that is what He could have said. Instead, He gave us a metaphor stating that it would be like the “days of Noah”. So, what were the days of Noah like?

According to Genesis 6:5, God saw that the wickedness of man was great upon the earth. We hate to contemplate it but does wickedness run rampant today throughout the earth? As we look upon God’s creation and the moral fiber of the people who inhabit this earth, can we honestly say that we must please God?

Do we murder children such as those who offered their children in the fire to Molech? We don’t do such a thing. Instead, we offer our children to the god of greed, the god of mammon, the god of convenience and of money. We have aborted (murdered) 43 million babies since the decision in Roe v. Wade was written. Do you wonder how many babies have been murdered in China for the sake of population control or the desire to have male children? What about other nations through the world? Hitler had nothing on us. He only murdered 6 million Jews. He could have learned a thing or two from Planned Parenthood.

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Jesus said that it would be like the days of Noah. In the days of Noah, the earth was filled with violence and corruption. The only righteous person in all the earth was Noah and his family. As we look upon God’s creation today, can we honestly say that it is not corrupt or violent? The answer is no, we cannot. The earth today is filled with violence and it is thoroughly corrupt. It is now as it was then.

Depressing? Pretty much but just as God saved a remnant then, He will save His remnant now. Do not despair for the days grow shorter. The time is coming when the trump will sound and our names will be called and we shall find ourselves removed from this state that plagues us now. The King of Kings and Lord of Lords is coming and when He does, all of His children will finally be called home never to suffer corruption again. My brothers and sisters, keeping looking up for our redemption draweth nigh. Jesus, Mighty King and Victorious Lord is coming with a might shout. Yes, it’s real, it’s very real.

 

This is the moment of Salvation. I encourage you to give your life to Jesus right now. Not another day is promised to any of us. He is waiting with open arms. Departure is imminent, and so is the horrific 7 year Tribulation. All things are possible with God. Put everything down and just Let Him in.

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The life that didn’t happen couldn’t be lived out in a world like the one we know today

Tonight while I was brushing my teeth, I began thinking about how my life turned out to be nothing like what I’d planned and set out for it to be at age 18.  I didn’t become who I thought I would be, and the many circumstances in various aspects of life didn’t either.  After brushing my teeth, I just stood there, looking into my own eyes. Then a light came on! The life that didn’t happen couldn’t be lived out in a world like the one we know today. I grew up  a 90’s kid, growing up on the edge of time.

Colorful Trapper Keepers, Nick at Nite, Lunchables, my lavender bedroom, decked out in Princess Jasmine, recording Rick Dees Top 40 Countdown on Cassette, Jellies sandals, crushing on boys “out of my league” and just wanting to be accepted…sleepovers with friends consisting of all-night scary movie fests, makeovers, and art projects…that was life back then.

You see, the world that we live in now is not the world I anticipated it to be at this point in my life.  I’m finding out more & more these days just why all of the doors to the things I’ve sought after for so long…wouldn’t open. My plans aren’t God’s plans. God, the Father of His only begotten Son, Jesus Christ = The only way to Heaven. Yes, I did. I just said that. If I lose half my followers over that statement, that’s okay with me. I am nobody to be followed. Let the following and the Glory be to our God, the Creator of it all.

In all honesty, I’ve avoided such huge statements of Truth like this one for a long time in fear of negative reactions, losing followers (how egotistical, haha) and a particular energy and interpretation of my blog. I have to do it, though. I cannot live my life holding back anything. I’m very open about my Christian faith, but haven’t really stepped on toes this way before. Surprisingly, it feels great…and I have no cares for what others may think about me or this blog. I’m just sharing the message, and I plan on getting the Word out while I’m breathing. This doesn’t mean that every one of my blog posts are going to be sermons or Bible studies. I will be keeping an uplifting environment with things positive and encouraging here for sure, though.

If you follow current events (looking at changes nearby, nationally, and especially on a global scale) along with the Bible..the Word of God, it is evident.  All around the world people are asking themselves “What’s going on here?” concerning the crazy stuff that’s happening now in this age. It’s definitely worth a second glance. In all actuality, some of you may be overwhelmingly surprised. Study, and search…and over time you may have your very own spiritual awakening.  Walk in Truth. The only single 100% Truth under the sun is the Holy Bible. I encourage you to check it out now.

God bless you, dear ones!

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