XXX Sex with Demons XXX

Yep. You read the title! Definitely not gonna hear about this in church…

Sex with demons is real. People of the world, or people that are not Christians actually try to summon demons to have sex with them and practice this nasty stuff. Then you have Christians like myself who are being raped or molested by these unseen forces of darkness. Some people talk about it happening in dreams or at night and refer to those beings as Incubus and Succubus.

In my case, and for many others, the spirit rape happens anytime 24/7. Perhaps it is what is called a spirit husband or spirit wife. You may never see your spiritual attacker, but you will definitely feel them if you are a victim of their sexual onslaughts. Having very vivid nightmares comes along with these situations as well.

I have just heard and began to learn about these things this year as they have happened to me. Mind-blowing I know, right? This is happening all over the world and in fact, I’ve heard some say it is a sign of the times likening these occurrences to the Bible verses here:


Genesis 6:1-4  (KJV)

And it came to pass, when men began to multiply on the face of the earth, and daughters were born unto them,

That the sons of God saw the daughters of men that they were fair; and they took them wives of all which they chose.

And the Lord said, My spirit shall not always strive with man, for that he also is flesh: yet his days shall be an hundred and twenty years.

There were giants in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown.


Matthew 24:37 (KJV)

But as the days of Noah were, so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.


Here is some very cool information from an article on Linkedin by SAM UDOUBAK:


Spiritual husband and wife is a very deep spiritual issues that are kept away from millions of Christian today. They are specially commissioned by Satan to molest trouble and scatter good and godly homes, relationships and life in general.

 I pray that the almighty God will open your understanding on this matter, in Jesus name.

They are spiritual enemies living and sleeping with one. They are very stubborn, aggressive and dangerous. They are terrible enemies with killer motives to kill your joy, peace, health, brain, calling, virtue, marriage. Often times they do not need permission as they violate the right of their victims, molest their victims with sex in the dream. They are desperate and very wicked.

They can enter and start manifesting in one’s life through various means which includes:
1.   Immorality.
2.   Pornography.
3.   Spirit wife/husband can be inherited.
4.   Evil dedication of individual.
6.   Underwear manipulation.
7.   Through tattooing and incision.


  1. Sexual relationships in dreams
  2. Hatred of marriage
  3. Being jilted by serious partners
  4. Missing one’s menstrual period in the dream
  5. Pregnancy in the dream
  6. Breast-feeding a baby in the dream
  7. Having a family in the dream
  8. Shopping with a man/ woman in the dream
  9. Seeing a man sleeping by one’s side in the dream
  10. Sudden Hatred by earthly spouse
  11. Serious gynaecological problems
  12. Having a miscarriage after sexual dreams
  13. Dream marriages
  14. Constant wet dreams
  15. Late marriage or no marriage at all


  1. My body is the temple of God therefore no spirit have control over my body
  2. Spirit husband/spirit wife; release me now, in the name of Jesus.
  3. Every spirit husband/wife, I divorce you by the blood of Jesus.
  4. Every spirit wife/every spirit husband, die, in the name of Jesus.
  5. Everything you have deposited in my life, come out by fire, in the name of Jesus.
  6. Every power that is working against my marriage, fall down and die, in the name of Jesus.
  7. I divorce and renounce my marriage with the spirit husband or wife, in the name of Jesus.
  8. I break all covenants entered into with the spirit husband or wife, in the name of Jesus.
  9. I command the thunder fire of God to burn to ashes the wedding gown, ring, photographs and all other materials used for the marriage, in Jesus’ name.
  10. I send the fire of God to burn to ashes the marriage certificate, in the name of Jesus.
  11. I break every blood and soul-tie covenants with the spirit husband or wife, in the name of Jesus.
  12. I reject the children born to the marriage, in Jesus’ name.
  13. I withdraw my blood, sperm or any other part of my body deposited on the altar of the spirit husband or wife, in Jesus name.
  14. You spirit husband or wife tormenting my life and earthly marriage I bind you with hot chains and fetters of God and cast you out of my life into the deep pit, and I command you not to ever come into my life again, in the name of Jesus.
  15. I return to you, every property of yours in my possession in the spirit world, including the dowry and whatsoever was used for the marriage and covenants, in the name of Jesus.
  16. I drain myself of all evil materials deposited in my body as a result of our sexual relation, in Jesus’ name.
  17. Lord, send Holy Ghost fire into my root and burn out all unclean things deposited in it by the spirit husband or wife, in the name of Jesus.

Always take everything you read to Scripture and to God first. Then do your own research. I am new to all of this too, but there is hope in The Power of The Name of Jesus in Deliverance ministry. (See Mark 16:17-18). All demons are subject to The Name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, however sometimes they are stubborn and do not have to leave if they have a legal right. Be sure and check out this link about LEGAL RIGHTS for demons HERE.

The worst thing is unforgiveness. Unforgiveness with completely hinder your deliverance as we must forgive to be forgiven.

I pray this encourages someone. Remember, Jesus loves you no matter what and no matter how bad it feels. I am going through it too. One day at a time. We are leaning.

Demonic Torment: The Struggle is Real…

Wilderness Update 7.10.17

Well, I’m still in tact. This has been one heck of a year. Lots of confusion, deception, and torment. I never would’ve imagined I’d be here now, but I am. I have always believed there was a kingdom of darkness, but I’d never experienced it. And certainly not on a daily basis for over 3 months…

All this stuff will make you question your sanity and test your limits. Once you find out the truth, once you experience this craziness, you will NEVER be the same and you can NEVER go back to the ignorance you blissfully used to enjoy! Knowledge is power yes, but it is also a weight on your soul.

Just when I thought I knew it all as I’d explored Bible prophecy in depth over the past 2 years, this comes up. I have been chastened by The Lord this year and rightfully so. I’m finding more and more out about His Character. What the enemy meant for harm because of my sin, God used to chasten me and to help bring about something far better than I could ever understand. By the way, the wages of sin truly is death…

So in 2017 I’ve learned about this thing called Deliverance. I’d say over 90% of you have never ever heard about it within the four walls of a church building. Over time the truth has dissolved in the pulpit. Preachers and teachers have NOT been teaching the full Gospel. Jesus said that those signs would follow them that believe. NOT follow those that believe until after apostle Paul was done or whatever point in the future. That is a lie from the pits of hell. Satan has truly crept into the churches! Hence the 7 letters to the churches in Revelation!

Casting out demons is real. I used to think deliverance ministries were fake because of tv preachers like Benny Hinn knocking people over and stuff. I was wrong. Once you’ve experienced something and you’ve lived it for yourself, it changes everything and you then believe. A true hands on experience is not at all like watching something on TV or reading an article about it. Also, if any of you decide to pursue deliverance ministry or just talk about it to help people out, you will notice a lot of your actual Christian friends ready to pounce in disagreement with their arguments like “Light and darkness cannot dwell together.” What they don’t get is what I didn’t get before. Jesus saved our soul/spirit on The Cross, not our body parts or our mind. Christians CAN and DO have demons! Mine just happened to be exposed as a result of willingly sinning in my life earlier in the year. What a rude awakening it was!

Have you ever experienced the feelings of someone running their fingers through your hair when nobody was there? Sharp pains and pinches that feel like bites… sexual harassment and molestation from unseen forces…and whatever else. Insane. But real. However, there is freedom from all this, praise GOD!!! EVERY demon is subject to the Name of Jesus Christ and trembles at His Name just like The Bible says. However, you will run into what are called “legal rights.” These are things in your life whether they be feelings like unforgiveness or pride that give the demons the legal right to stay attached to you and your life. Of course there are also legal rights in the form of objects connected to things like the occult or ungodly relationships and so on. Deliverance involves cleaning out your insides and life, but also your house!

I need prayer. The demonic attack I’ve been under for months now makes it impossible to have a solid relationship with God and to operate the way I would like to everyday in The Lord. Right now I am living in a state of double-mindedness because these attacks are insane. I’m going to try and fast against this thing because nothing else has ever worked. There is a dramatic war for me from the kingdom of darkness. To say that the devil doesn’t let go easy from things like this is an understatement…I know if I wasn’t being harassed 24/7 it would be a lot easier…

Wilderness Update 6.27.17

Well…it’s been one heck of a ride. Deliverance is definitely a process. What  I believe to be the “strongman” is still residing in me and will not budge. I am firmly convinced that only The Lord God Almighty can remove this one. It doesn’t matter how many people I think up to forgive or how many things I renounce. It doesn’t matter how many names I call out or come up with for this monster, it is NOT leaving. No other Christian can deliver me either. I believe this demon is different. It is the worst and I believe God has kept me from being delivered on purpose but for my own good. I am not seeking Him and have not been. I can’t imagine how a demonic torment of this nature could be used by God because of the type of attack and the sin it entices. However, I am but clay, I cannot figure out The Creator of all.

This situation has been going on most of this year, since February or so. I admit, I sinned. The wages of sin is death. I engaged in some sin that led to the heaviest demonic attack ever on my flesh. It was like 10,000 lust demons kept attacking me all at once. I knew I would never ever be able to get rid of them so I bowed my head at my desk in desperation and asked Jesus Himself to save me. After I said my prayer and raised my head, all of it was gone! I experienced a miracle deliverance at the Hands of my Savior right there on the spot. However, I wound up willfully sinning again with what got me into that mess in the first place. This is when the demons I am dealing with now came in. They are not as overwhelming as that encounter, but they are persistent and are always at work attacking me, violating me in molestation, any time of day or night. Sometimes they tricked me and it seemed they were gone for a few days, but they always come back.

I have seen on some Facebook groups and YouTube that 2017 was prophesied to be the year of breakthrough or victory. Those aren’t my words. This year I have been far from victorious. This has been the year of trial for me. The year of testing. My faith has been greatly tested and it is not over as I sit here this morning. This never ending ordeal is affecting my will, my attitude and whole life. I have been learning a lot:

  • We should NEVER ASSUME things because assumptions lead to twisted thoughts, feelings, and thus sin. Satan’s greatest weapon: deception.
  • We cannot 100% understand what we are going through. Sometimes the solutions are not so simple. God is Sovereign and we must realize that. He is NOT a personal genie who moves instantly according to our desires. God knows what is best for us.
  • Answered prayers don’t always look the way we imagine and do not always come when we expect or plan.
  • God is far more merciful than I have ever known before.
  • I have felt the love of Jesus in the midst of the fiery furnace. When the devil heated it 7 times hotter, Jesus never left me. Faith is really tried through fire. I have heard a preacher say that if you go through the fire on fire, then you will be okay. In my case I was not truly on fire so this trial has been painful and I continue to struggle. I did not know I was not fully crucified in the flesh. I was not truly all in for Jesus. Though I haven’t been lukewarm, I was NOT fully SURRENDERED. Dying hurts. Dying is painful. Dying to self is painful.
  • Some things you just cannot run from in life AT ALL.

I NEVER believed in Deliverance Ministry, but after the demons were unleashed in my life due to willful sin, and having experienced this nightmare, I have seen, experienced, and I believe. I have had many devils cast out of me even though this sexual molesting demon is not budging right now. Mental illnesses are demonic. Once I completely come out of this thing healed, Lord willing, I am going to expose the darkness of the psychiatric/psychology industry! Praise God I did not finish my Psychology degree! What I believed in with all my heart is a LIE. I don’t need Lithium. Bipolar Disorder is a demon and can be cast out successfully by the Power of The Holy Spirit in The Mighty Name of Jesus. I strongly believe in tapering off the medications once you begin to heal after deliverance and as led by The Lord. DO NOT STOP YOUR MEDS ON YOUR OWN as your flesh and brain is dependent upon them and used to them. I am starting the process of stopping the meds slowly next month!!! Schizophrenia, and and all the others too must leave in the Name of Jesus unless they have legal rights to be there. Legal rights are reasons demons won’t leave and they have to be dealt with to set oneself free. For example, if you were in an adulterous relationship and you had a tie that belonged to your former lover, you would have to get rid of it because the demon would use that against you. There is so much stuff to all of this! Soul ties are very interesting too! I have much to talk about over time, Lord Willing.

I really believe the fact that my dad was a 32nd degree Mason dramatically affected my family and I. It has brought much hardship I think. I hate Freemasonry and am planning on exposing it too…

When I come out of this thing alive by The Hand of God, I am going to change the features on my blog. I will no longer endorse psychology or medications and the way I have dealt with all of my troubles my whole life. I plan on telling the world the truth and how things really are!!! Maybe the enemy is attacking me extra hard because he knows I will be on fire for God and really destroy the kingdom of darkness in serving my God!

This is NOT a comfortable place to be, but without a test I would not have a testimony. I know this will all work out for my good according to The Bible even though it feels sooo bad in this moment. I could ramble on, sooo much to talk about right now!

  • I have experienced the Healing of GOD! It is REAL! You only need a true, Holy Spirit filled believer to lay hands on someone or pray and they can be instantly healed in Jesus’ Name! I have already been an instrument to heal my mom’s foot by The Power of The Holy Spirit! Healing is real! I never believed this before!!! Experience changes everything!!!
  • I have seen demonic manifestations in my bedroom/house. It was freaky each time. Bright lights in different forms. Supernatural stuff is real. THE WAGES OF SIN IS DEATH! It is NOT worth it! A few minutes of ungodly pleasure will really cost you! God chastens those HE LOVES.
  • CHRISTIANS can have DEMONS! I have had a hard time with my Brothers and Sisters that I used to fellowship with believing this. The argument is often that light and dark can’t exist together and because we have The Holy Spirit we can’t have demons. Jesus saved our soul/spirit, not our flesh members or mind! Research this!

It’s rocky. Being tested is so painful. It’s a roller coaster. Some days are easier than others. I know God is using this to draw me closer to Him and to depend on Him. I am sure it has something to do with me surrendering fully to Him as well.

I guess that is all for now everyone. I love you all and look forward to sharing more later. No matter how rocky things may be, Be blessed today in Jesus Name! The Christian life is NOT EASY. Just remember there are mountains too, and not only these valleys 🙂





Deliverance Progress Report 6.10.2017

Hey everyone!

Hope all is well with you all today. This is just a journal post. Catching up.

First of all, glory to God Almighty and thank You LORD JESUS, for bringing amazing new people into my life! I had been walking alone in the wilderness this entire year but a couple weeks ago The Lord brought some wonderful men and women of God who are on FIRE for Jesus into my world! New friendships are developing. I am blessed beyond measure! Praise God!

It all began a few days before my birthday when The Lord led a Sister in Christ to reach out to me after I had posted a prayer request in a Facebook prayer group about needing help. My words were something like this, “Sister needs prayer. Satan has me in a choke-hold, only Jesus can save me.” So, I would up in a chatroom group about deliverance. I had no idea what would happen. I assumed they were going to pray for me if I showed up. I had it in my mind that I was not going to go.

After the weekend was over on that Monday, thirty minutes before the meeting began, The Holy Spirit quickened in me and I remembered it was time for the group. I got there and it was amazing, I was not the only one receiving deliverance that night. I was on webcam and the Brethren/deliverance team called out multiple spirits and went to war for me to be freed. It wasn’t until a Brother led me to ask The Holy Spirit to break my heart that I had a breakthrough.  A few seconds later I began weeping uncontrollably as The Spirit of God touched me.

Image result for chains broken off hands Jesus set me free

I’m a work in progress. I am learning that deliverance is a process, not a one time deal. There is more to come. I am still dealing with a strongman or heavy demon that is very stubborn and will not leave. It is very frustrating because this spirit attacks my body anytime day and night. I’m thinking this is one like Jesus says that only comes out by prayer and fasting as in Matthew 17:21.

I have learned that when demons are cast out they come out in the forms of yawning, burping, coughing up or spitting, maybe some other ways. I have experienced all of these. I had no idea the roots of the problems in my life were spiritual!

By the way, I am NO LONGER BIPOLAR! That’s a spirit!  I am still taking medications right now. Do not ever go off your meds without consulting your doctor and as led by The Lord because your flesh will react as it is used to having them. There are spirits attached to almost everything! Mental illnesses, pain, epilepsy, trauma, all else. You CAN BE FREE!

Christians can have demons. I tried to explain that to a Brother in Christ that I haven’t talked with in months and he didn’t agree or get it at first. I didn’t either before. I did NOT believe in deliverance ministry.  UNTIL IT HAPPENED TO ME… I just thought that only people in the world who did very wicked things could be possessed by demons. Truth is, we as Christians can have demons as well. In our members. Our spirit is saved by God and though The Holy Spirit of God dwells within us, our flesh and our minds/will and emotions are not saved like the part of us that lives on.

Learn more about Christians having demons HERE at

More Resources:

Check out The Book Pigs in The Parlor by Frank and Ida Mae Hammond. Get it on  AMAZON or check your local Christian bookstore.

Hardcore Christianity

Demon Buster is awesome with many, many prayers and spiritual warfare help. Adjust your speakers if need be because music will play when you go to the site.

God is teaching me to trust Him. I believe that is the major point of this trial if not one of the most major. But we cannot figure Him out. Then there’s the getting rid of my pride. I did not realize that my heart had hardened over time and there’s so much pain beneath that I have been ignoring and healing is needed. The MAIN REASON I am going through this is because of the open door I created with sin. There are consequences to sin. As a Child of God, I am being chastened. However, in the process, I am learning more and more about casting out demons, deliverance and spiritual warfare, and that the WHOLE BIBLE IS REAL TODAY!  The churches are teaching that all of these are no longer for today’s world, but I have witnessed them. This is real! Jesus spoke the TRUTH and this is TRUTH for TODAY’S WORLD also!!!

Mark 16:17-18  (KJV)

17 And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues;

18 They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover.

I want to be a part of this Christianity that you can experience! Miracles, signs, and wonders. Showing the world the truth and that JESUS is real! The BIBLE is real! Cover to Cover!!! I encourage you to check this out for yourselves. Important note: DO NOT CAST DEMONS OUT OF SOMEONE WHO IS NOT BORN AGAIN! It will do them harm.  They must be born again.

I’m taking this thing one step at a time. If you have found yourself in a similar situation and would like more information, just message me at the “Drop me a line” tab at the top of my blog. God bless!


What Must I do to be saved? Where Can I do it? And Where Must I Go?

From Brother Chad’s YouTube Channel:

Most people when you ask them claim to be Born Again..Most people claimed to be saved..but what does that Truly mean????

As we race toward the soon coming of the Lord Jesus Christ….the deception is ramping up….

This Is My Most Important Video I Have Ever Done. Time is truly Short…The Prophetic Superstorm is gaining speed like never before as we approach the Glorious Coming of the Messiah Jesus Christ . The Most Important Message that needs to go out is the only Truth that matters….That Truth is Jesus Christ…Him and Him alone is the only entrance into the Kingdom of God…Just as it was in the Days of Noah…there was one door into the Ark for safety…everyone aboard the Ark was spared from the horrors of the flood that destroyed everything else….Jesus Christ is that door! You must enter into that door for eternal safety! The door is still open but it is closing fast….the best decision of your eternity can be made right now! Right where you stand! Jesus Is knocking at the door of your heart! Will you let him in???? Help me share this with as many friends and family members as possible…because truly the Day is Approaching! The King is coming!

Romans 10:9-10King James Version (KJV)

9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.
10 For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.

John 3:3King James Version (KJV)
3 Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.

John 10:9New King James Version (NKJV)
9 I am the door. If anyone enters by Me, he will be saved, and will go in and out and find pasture.

1 Timothy 2:5King James Version (KJV) 5 For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus;

Acts 4:12King James Version (KJV) 12 Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved.

John 14:6King James Version (KJV) 6 Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.

Romans 3:23King James Version (KJV) 23 For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;

Romans 6:23King James Version (KJV) 23 For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

1 Corinthians 15:21-22King James Version (KJV)
21 For since by man came death, by man came also the resurrection of the dead.

for any questions on how to begin this amazing new Journey in Christ Jesus
email me at!


Hardcore Christianity


  An amazing deliverance ministry I came across online. Still checking it out myself. Blessed in Jesus’ Name!

Excerpt from the site:

“Our ministry is dedicated to helping individuals who are afflicted by mental illness, physical illness, emotional illness & spiritual oppression.  Our goal is to promote awareness to the international Christian community of the need to return to the true, accurate presentation of the Gospel by reintroducing mental health counseling, healing, deliverance, inner healing & the Baptism of the Holy Spirit to the Christian churches.  Jesus called these ministries “miracles” (Mt. 12:28, Mk. 16:17).  Bro. Mike is a certified professional counselor with 35+ years experience and Sister Karen is a licensed professional teacher with 24+ years experience.  She is also a notary and licensed realtor.  Karen, Kelly Beck & I look forward to helping you fulfill your glorious destiny.”


What Love Feels Like

He’s my Answer.  He’s the bear-hug I need after a horrible letdown. Though I can’t feel Him against my skin, I feel Him deep inside my soul. It’s a closeness that can’t be described-instead it must be felt first hand.

His love is unending and truly unconditional. He will never leave me or betray me. I am 100% guaranteed that He has my back 24/7 and I can call Him anytime of day or night without disturbing Him. In fact, He delights in hearing from me. He is jealous for me. He loves when I take time out of my day to spend even a few minutes with Him.

Nobody else in this world could ever understand me the way He does. He always knows exactly what I’m thinking and why I do the things I do. Even when I break His heart or fail Him, He loves me still. He is ever forgiving. I can’t count the times I’ve come back running into His arms.

He adores me. He would give His life for me.

In fact…He already did.

I am free from addiction, no longer a slave to it. I am no longer the rejected. My life has purpose and I have a true reason to live. Oh, at what a little faith can do… Only by His Blood was I set free…It all died with Him.

What if you cry out His Name?

I promise He will meet you right where you are.

 If life is too much and you can’t go on…Call upon the name of JESUS tonight in prayer! This is more than a single prayer. This is the beginning of a new walk and way of life. A walk with Jesus as your life’s focal point. You will find peace and healing, hope and forgiveness.
Then get into a Bible based Church and be water baptized as was Jesus for our example in the Gospel of Matthew.
Jesus is about to come back for His Church any moment now! Repent now! The 7 year Tribulation is about to happen after Jesus comes for His True Church, His Bride. This is why everything is going haywire on the global front with terrorism etc! Good is being called evil and evil is called good.
If you need to talk, I am here for you any time. Message me. God bless you.



It’s just mind-blowing. You can’t go back.

It is in the darkest moments of life, or ‘the wilderness’ that we are able to really see God and just how Mighty & Powerful He really is…but also how loving. In the depths of depression and worries of life, God is with you. He’s there when you wake up at 3 a.m. and can’t sleep. Still listening, waiting for you to trust Him…and after that…its just mind-blowing. You can’t go back.

via Hosea 2:14

The Spiritual Toolbox.

I sat pondering life in general the other day, and It dawned on me that I have a spiritual toolbox. I have a spiritual toolbox where I’ve stored tools and concrete plans for human life on earth that one cannot see with  eyes. Inside of this awesome and vital life accessory, you will find my prayers, my soul guidelines: my life’s lessons learned, morals and beliefs according to The Word of God in the Bible-the ideas that govern the way I choose to live my life. The instruction Manual for Salvation…Eternal Life! 🙂

Along with these, there’s record of my baptism to remind me of who I became in 1999. Of course The Word of God is at the heart of this box. I am not very knowledgeable in the Word as I could be now, but I am growing and pursuing the closest relationship with Jesus that I could ever know nowadays.

I recently read in a bible study guide (by Jennie Allen, an awesome Christian author whose work I am really beginning to admire) about how we as human beings have ideas of what we feel are our rights, and we feel strongly about our rights. Jennie wasn’t just talking about as a citizen of a nation, or in a world sense, but on a personal-living scale.

*By the way, I have come to find that for me, using a study-workbook to aid in my understanding of the Bible on a private, at home level is simply awesome! I am finding out more and more about God, growing closer to Him as He draws closer to me, and even learning about myself as a Christian because the questions and prompts in these study books really bring it out of ya.

When on the page in my study workbook asked me what I believe my rights are, a light came on.

Vanity. The quality of people who have too much pride in their own appearance, abilities, achievements, etc. : the quality of being vain.

Wow. This is the core of all of my problems. The sorrow that I’ve been reveling for the longest time (as you can even see in many of my blog posts) lies in this sin, this concept that was put in me at a very young age and I kept for the rest of my life. My priorities haven’t been straight! I’ve wanted to be somebody, when really, the somebody that i need to be is the character that I am currently developing. I have evolved as a Christian and individual this past year more than ever.

All things of this world will surely pass away.

I think that true wealth in the human sense is health. If we are achieving and maintaining health at its optimum level while living on earth, we are rich (aside from things like meaningful relationships-love and stuff). I mean, we take nothing with us in a physical sense when we pass away. All that is left here on this planet are the things we owned/possessed (Maybe things that we were once so eager to buy, or were blessed to have). Those that survive us divide those things and the circle of life continues without us.

The way we treated others, the extra mile we went for the sake of right, the energy and time we devoted to reaching out to our fellow human beings and bringing glory to God, helping each other… Deeds are the makeups of Heaven! The more work we put into love down here, the more work we will find we have put into our Heavenly home!

See Matthew 6:19-21

19“Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. 20“But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys, and where thieves do not break in or steal; 21for where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

We are born here and we die here.

Contentment and Faith in my life…

Before, if I wanted something so bad which meant very much to me, In fear, I would instantly begin crossing my fingers, wishing and praying it would not slip away, and still be available when I could get it.

Worry. to think about problems or fears : to feel or show fear and concern because you think that something bad has happened or could happen.

Now at 29 I know in my heart that if there is something I am supposed to have on this earth there is no need to fear or worry over it because everything is in God’s hands. In the Bible there are verses about how God takes care of the birds of the air. They do not have to worry about what they will eat for He sees after them. Also,  the Lilies of the field are clothed so beautifully…So how much more will He do for you and I? (See Matthew 6:26-28)

Faith. strong belief or trust in someone or something. (In this case, God.)

I am in the very midst of a spiritual awakening in this moment.


Distractions and reactions.

Let us think on our own personal, unique, and Divine soul purpose.

Building things like projects, houses, or machines, vs. adding equity into my eternal home where I hope to reside forever with The Father. Love. The Trinity; Father, Son, Holy Spirit. All of God’s children will live a life that never ends, without broken hearts or bodies that break.

Forever in Paradise vs. the eternal Hell

I don’t know about you, but 99% of the time when I think of the afterlife of an eternity, I ponder on Heaven and not Hell. I grew up in a non-denominational Church of Christ where I was educated about both places in Sunday school. However, it wasn’t up until now that I’ve really give anything at all this much thought.

God has shown me this year that all I need is simply God! His Grace is sufficient for me…

2 Corinthians 12:9

But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”


I can tell when the hunger in my belly is satisfied and all that’s left is simply spiritual hunger. Its odd that they can feel the same and be so different, right? There has been a long and terrible famine of God’s Word in my life for years. I am getting back into the Bible now and in doing so I have begun to figure myself out! I did not expect it to transform me in such a huge manner because for the longest time my faith was very weak.

The Bible is not just a boring book full of ancient facts and stuff we have heard over and over and we already know (as I honestly used to think…). Once you really apply yourself and get into things, you will become enlightened in so many ways.

God bless ❤