Burn Me Alive Inside…

This “spirit husband” is so stubborn to let me go. If I’m not awake being raped and molested inside, then I am living in the devil’s nightmares as I sleep. So, I can’t just take a bunch of sleeping medicine cuz that would just screw me over, I’d end up stuck in the demonic nightmares for hours.

I guess I’ve sinned worse than I know… with what’s got hold of me. The way things are, you’d think I’d had sex with the devil himself. I just want them to leave. Or I want to leave if they won’t. Ah, this sucks! Days of torment.

The wages of sin is death. Don’t do it. If you are delivered from an unclean spirit (Jesus Himself delivered me from a terrible spirit after I prayed months ago) and you return to your sin, like The Bible says, something worse will come. Sin no more. I have been living with my something worse since March and I am seriously ready to move on.

There’s more to the world than what the cotton-candy Christianity preachers around the world are teaching right now. They’re tickling peoples ears with promises that if they just sign up they will win an all expenses paid trip to Heaven, no pain or suffering involved. New car, new house, better looking body and blah blah. It’s about who YOU are and what YOU want and what God will do for YOU. Hate to break it to all of the followers of the prosperity Gospel preachers, but…God is not a genie. We don’t just order what we want like at a drive thru either. It’s a relationship. This world is a mess right now with stuff like this going on. Stuff like what’s going on inside of me and is going on with many believers right now. I thank God for connecting me with people who I can relate to in this time of darkness. It is super dark in the spiritual realm down here on planet earth. It’s only going to get darker. The Bible is without error and all is coming to pass right now.

Jesus is the only way to make it right now and certainly to make it to Heaven. He is coming soon. Hold on people, it may feel like hell to us right now but we are way wrong. This is not hell. If we are suffering like this now, I cannot imagine how people will be attacked in the coming 7 year Tribulation, and unimaginably Hell itself. Repent! We aren’t guaranteed anymore time anyway of life. God bless.

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Prayer of Release from the Stronghold of the Baphomet (Freemasonry, the Occult, the New Age, Sexual Sin, Rape, etc)

From Pastor Nate Thompson
IN THE NAME OF YESHUA HA’MASHIACH, I RENOUNCE AND REPENT OF ALL
WORSHIP OF THE BAPHOMET GOAT GOD THROUGH MY OWN SEXUAL SIN. I
RENOUNCE AND REPENT OF ALL WORSHIP OF THE BAPHOMET GOAT GOD
THROUGH THE SEXUAL SIN OF MY FOREBEARS. I CONFESS AND REPENT OF
MY WORSHIP OF SATAN THROUGH SEXUAL SIN AND RENOUNCE THAT
WORSHIP. I RENOUNCE AND REPENT OF MY INVOLVEMENT WITH THE
ZODIAC STARS. I RENOUNCE ALL HOROSCOPES AND READING OF THE STARS.
I RENOUNCE AND BREAK ALL SUN WORSHIP BY MY FOREBEARS, IN THE
MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF TAROT
CARD READING, CLAIRVOYANCE AND COMMUNICATION WITH THE DEAD. I
REPENT OF AND RENOUNCE ALL WORSHIP OF THE PLANETS, SUN, MOON
AND STARS. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE GOD OF MERCURY AND THE GOD
OF ALCHEMY. I BREAK THE SPIRIT OF CLAIRVOYANCE OFF MY LIFE AND
COMMAND IT TO LEAVE. I CUT ALL TIES TO BAPHOMET WORSHIP THROUGH
FREEMASONRY, DRUIDISM, THE NEW AGE, MORMONISM, AND HINDUISM. I
CUT ALL TIES TO MAPHOMET (SIC) WORSHIP THROUGH ISLAM. I RENOUNCE
AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF THE CRESCENT MOONS OF GOAT WORSHIP.
I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT AND TIE TO THE SATANIC BIBLE AND
ITS BAPHOMET SEAT. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK ALL SATANIC MAGIC, SEX
MAGIC AND SEX ALCHEMY. I RENOUNCE ALL CURSES OF SODOMY,
BEASTIALITY AND PERVERSION THAT COME FROM WORSHIPING THIS, MALE,
FEMALE AND ANIMAL ‘INONE’, AZOTH SEXUAL DEITY. I RENOUNCE AND
BREAK EVERY STRONGHOLD OF SEXUAL LUST, SODOMY, BEASTUALITY, AND
PERVERSION THAT HAS COME DOWN MY AND MY SPOUSE’S FAMILY LINE
AND THE FAMILY LINE OF ANY OTHER SEXUAL PARTNER. I RENOUNCE AND
BREAK EVERY TIE TO RITUAL ABUSE THROUGH WORSHIP OF THE GOAT-GOD.
I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF THE WITCHCRAFT SYMBOLISM
OF THE BAPHOMET-HAND. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF THE
BLACK ART AND CRAFT OF THE GOAT-GOD. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY
TIE TO THE GOAT. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE VOWS TAKEN WHILE
SITTING ON THE GOAT. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF THE
CEREMONY OF RIDING THE GOAT, THE VIOLENCE OF THAT CEREMONY AND
THE RESULTING FEAR. I REPENT ON BEHALF OF MY AND MY SPOUSE’S
FOREBEARS WHO HAVE DEMONSTRATED THEIR SWORN LOYALTY TO LUCIFER
THROUGH PERFORMING THE OBSCENE KISS [KISSING THE GOAT’S ANUS]. I
RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE EFFECTS OF THAT KISS IN JESUS’ NAME AND
ASK YOU FATHER TO CLEANSE ME OF EVERY VILE EFFECT THAT HAS COME
DOWN THE GENERATION LINE. I RENOUNCE THE WORSHIP OF SATANIC
CONSUMMATION, SATANIC RITUAL CONSUMMATION AND SATANIC RITUAL
ABUSE. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK OFF MY LIFE THE INSANITY THAT COMES
FROM WORSHIP OF THE GOAT-GOD AND ITS SPIRIT OF BEASTIALITY. I
REPENT AND BREAK THE APHRODISIAC OF INFLAMED SEXUAL LUST AND
SEXUAL ADDICTION COMING FROM THE FIRE OF THE GOAT-GOD.
I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE SEAL OF SATAN, THE PENTAGRAM ON THE
FOREHEAD AND THE OPENING OF THE PSYCHIC ‘THIRD EYE’. I RENOUNCE
AND BREAK OFF MY FOREHEAD THE ‘GOLDEN TRIANGLE’ AND ITS OPENING
OF THE PSYCHIC ‘THIRD EYE’. FATHER, I ASK YOU TO CLEANSE ME FROM
EVERY DIMENSION OF THE THIRD EYE AND CLOSE THAT PSYCHIC ENTRY
POINT. I ASK YOU TO CLOSE ALL PSYCHIC ENTRY POINTS IN YESHUA’S
MIGHTY NAME. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK OFF MY LIFE THE TWISTED HORNS
OF THE GOATGOD AND ALL IDOLATRY OF, AND DESIRE FOR THE TWISTED
POWER OF THE GOAT-GOD. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF THE
HORNS OF THE GOAT-GOD AND BREAK THEIR POWER OVER MY LIFE AND
THAT OF MY FAMILY’S LIFE. I SMASH THE HORNS OF SATAN OFF MY LIFE AND
THAT OF MY FAMILY’S LIFE. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK ALL BRAIN DAMAGE
AND INSANITY CAUSED BY THE WORSHIP OF THIS GOAT-GOD. I RENOUNCE
AND BREAK ALL FRAGMENTATION OF THE MIND AND PERSONALITY IN MY
FAMILY LINE AND MYSELF THROUGH THE WORSHIP OF THE GOAT-GOD,
BEASTUALITY AND ALL ABUSE. I BREAK, BIND AND CAST OUT EVERY DEMON
ASSIGNED TO FRAGMENT MY MIND, IN THE NAME OF YESHUA
HA’MASHIACH.
I REPENT AND BREAK ALL WORSHIP OF THE WOMAN’S BREASTS, THROUGH
THE POWER OF THE GOAT-GOD AND THROUGH PORNOGRAPHY. I
RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE BAPHOMET TIE TO THE WOMAN’S BREASTS TO
DESTROY, MUTILATE, MAIM AND DISMEMBER. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE
WORSHIP OF THE WOMAN’S BREASTS. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE
WORSHIP OF FEMALE SEXUALITY ESPECIALLY THROUGH PORNOGRAPHY
AND ORAL SEX. I REPENT OF, RENOUNCE AND BREAK MASTURBATION,
KNOWN AS THE MYSTERIES OF SOLITUDE. I RENOUNCE THE MYSTERIES OF
SOLITUDE, I COMMAND THE SPIRIT OF MASTURBATION TO LEAVE ME NOW.
I REPENT, RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE POWER OF THE CADUCEUS ROD
OVER MY LIFE, AND ITS REPRESENTATION OF MALE SEXUALITY AND ALL SEX,
MAGIC AND DEATH MAGIC. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE POWER OF THE
TWO SNAKES AROUND THAT ROD AND OVER MY SEXUALITY IN YESHUA’S
MIGHTY NAME. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE POWER OF THE TWO SNAKES
OF THAT ROD AROUND MY OWN SPINE AND COMMAND THEM TO LEAVE IN
YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF
PERVERTED SEX AND THE POISON OF THE TWO SERPENTS.
I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE WORSHIP OF THE MALE PHALLIC AND EVERY
COMPULSION AND LUST TO RAPE AND TO SODOMIZE, IN THE NAME OF
YESHUA HA’MASHIACH. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE DESIRE TO BE
SODOMIZED AND FANTASY OF BEING SODOMIZED. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK
EVERY EFFECT OF BEING THE BRIDE OF SATAN AND BEING INITIATED AND
SEALED AS THE BRIDE OF SATAN THROUGH RAPE AND/OR SODOMY. I
RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF THE GOAT-GOD’S CLOVEN FEET,
THEIR UNCLEANNESS AND THEIR POWER TO TRAMPLE UNDERFOOT.
PROPHETIC ACTION: TAKE A PROPHETIC STEP FORWARD AS YOU RENOUNCE:
I TAKE MYSELF OUT FROM UNDER THE POWER OF THESE FEET AND DECLARE
THE BAPHOMET GOAT-GOD IS UNDER MY FEET IN YESHUA HA’MASHIACH’S
MIGHTY NAME. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF BEING
TERRORIZED BY THE GOAT-GOD AND I BREAK ALL NIGHT TERROR. I
RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE FALSE ANGEL WINGS OF THE GOAT-GOD, ALL
ASTRAL TRAVEL AND EVERY TIE TO THE ASTRAL PLANE. I BREAK THE WINGS
OF ASTRAL TRAVEL AND OF THE GOAT-GOD OFF MY LIFE.
[MEN:] I RENOUNCE AND BREAK MISOGYNY, THE HATRED OF WOMEN AND
THE WIFE I LOVE, THAT COMES FROM THE GOAT-GOD. I BREAK IT OFF MY
LIFE IN YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME. I DECLARE I WILL NOT BE A MISOGYNIST
IN YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME.
OR: [WOMEN:] I RENOUNCE AND BREAK MISANDRY, THE HATRED OF MEN
AND THE HUSBAND I LOVE, THAT COMES FROM THE GOAT-GOD. I BREAK
IT OFF MY LIFE IN YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME. I DECLARE I WILL NOT BE A
MISANDRESS IN YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME.
NOW CONTINUE…
I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE SPIRIT OF THE MISOGYNIST
AND MISANDRESS OFF MY LIFE AND COMMAND IT AND THE SPIRIT OF
FEMINISM AND MALE CHAUVINISM TO LEAVE IN THE NAME OF YESHUA
HA’MASHIACH. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK MISOGAMY, THE HATRED OF
MARRIAGE, THAT COMES FROM THE GOAT-GOD. I BREAK IT IN YESHUA’S
MIGHTY NAME. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE ABSOLUTE HATRED OF
WOMEN. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE DESPISING OF MEN AND THE
HATRED THAT COMES FROM BEING USED TO SATISFY THEIR LUST. I
RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE SPIRIT OF PROSTITUTION THAT COMES WITH
PORNOGRAPHY AND THE MURDER OF THE SOUL OF THE MAN THROUGH
PROSTITUTION AND THE ABSOLUTE HATRED OF MEN.
[NOTE: PORNOGRAPHY IS PROSTITUTION BECAUSE IT IS SEX FOR MONEY.
IT IS NOT AN EXCUSE TO SAY, AS SOME HAVE, “OH BUT I DID NOT PAY FOR
IT”. IF FOR SOME REASON SOMEONE HAD A FREEBIE WITH A PROSTITUTE
THEY WOULD HAVE STILL BEEN WITH A PROSTITUTE.]
I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF BEING BATHED IN THE DARKNESS
OF SATAN THROUGH THE GOAT-GOD AND SEXUAL SIN. I RENOUNCE AND
BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF THE DEATH AND HELL OF APOLLYON COMING
FROM PORNOGRAPHY, HOMOSEXUALITY, PROSTITUTION, TEMPLE
PROSTITUTION, SODOMY, INCEST AND POLYGAMY. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK
THE SPIRIT OF WHOREDOMS AND PROSTITUTION THAT COMES WITH
PORNOGRAPHY. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK ANGER, RAGE, AND MURDER
THAT COMES WITH BAPHOMET CONSUMMATION AND ALL SATANIC RAPE. I
RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE BAPHOMET SYMBOLISM OF SEX WITH A MAN,
SEX WITH A WOMAN, SEX WITH AN ANIMAL AND SEX WITH A DEMON. I
BREAK THIS PERVERSION OFF MY LIFE IN YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME. I REPENT
OF, RENOUNCE AND BREAK ALL SEX WITH INCUBUS AND SUCCUBUS
DEMONS WHETHER BY INVITATION, THROUGH MASTURBATION OR
OTHERWISE. I BREAK THE POWER OF THE INCUBUS AND SUCCUBUS SPIRITS
OFF MY LIFE. I SHACKLE AND BIND THEM AND COMMAND THEM TO LEAVE
IN YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME. [FASTING MAY BE REQUIRED TO DEAL WITH
EITHER OF THESE TWO DEMON SPIRITS WHICH CAN BE A LESS THAN EASY
STRONGHOLD TO DEAL WITH.] I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF
THE BAPHOMET CROSS, THE GRID OF SATAN OFF MY LIFE. I BREAK THE
DEDICATION TO SATAN ON THAT GRID AND I TAKE MYSELF OFF THE GRID IN
YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY TIE TO
LEVIATHAN, THE KING OF THE SEA, THROUGH BAPHOMET WORSHIP. I
RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF KUNDALINI AND KALI. I
RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF THE LOTUS FLAME COMING OUT
OF THE GOAT-GOD’S HEAD WHICH I BREAK OFF MY LIFE.
I RENOUNCE AND BREAK THE PRINCE OF DEVILS, OM, OFF MY LIFE. I
RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF THE BOWING OF YOGA, AND
UNIFYING WITH THE SPIRIT OF THE UNIVERSE. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK OFF
MY LIFE THE SEVEN CHAKRAS, THE SPINNING WHEELS OF YOGA, AND I
CLOSE EVERY ONE OF THOSE PSYCHIC ENTRY POINTS. I RENOUNCE AND
BREAK ALL SELF-ENLIGHTENMENT, OCCULT ENLIGHTENMENT AND OCCULT
REVELATION. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF DECLARING ‘I AM A
GOD’. I RENOUNCE AND BREAK EVERY EFFECT OF BEING IN AN ALTERED
STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS. I BIND AND CAST OUT EVERY DEMON THAT
CAME IN THROUGH THAT STATE AND COMMAND IT TO LEAVE IN THE NAME
OF YESHUA HA’MASHIACH. I BIND AND CAST OUT EVERY SPIRIT OF AN ALTERED STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS AND COMMAND THEM TO LEAVE ME IN
YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME. I ASK YOU FATHER GOD TO CLOSE EVERY PSYCHIC
ENTITY POINT OR DOOR TO THE ASTRAL PLANE AND SEAL IT CLOSED. I BIND
AND CAST OUT THE SPIRIT OF THE GATEKEEPER TO THE ASTRAL PLANE AND
COMMAND IT TO LEAVE ME NOW IN YESHUA’S MIGHTY NAME. I BREAK
EVERY EFFECT OF THESE STRONGHOLDS AND I ASK YOU FATHER GOD TO
CLEANSE ME AND SEAL EVERY RELEASE IN THE NAME OF YESHUA
HA’MASHIACH. AMEN.
THE WORD OF GOD SAYS IN MATH 18:18…..WHATSOEVER YOU BIND ON
EARTH IS BOUND IN HEAVEN AND WHATSOEVER YOU LOOSE ON EARTH IS
LOOSED ON EARTH, ALSO…..JESUS BOUND A CAST OUT THE DEMONS.
ALSO THE WORD SAYS IN JAMES 4:7…..SUBMIT TO GOD AND THEN RESIST
THE DEVIL AND HE WILL FLEE FROM YOU. ALSO WE MUST CLOSE THE DOOR
OF SIN WHICH OPENED IT UP FOR THESE DEMONIC FORCES TO COME IN
AND PLAY HAVOC! SO FOLLOWING IN THAT LINE, HERE IS A FOLLOW UP
PRAYER TO THE ABOVE:
DEAR JESUS, FORGIVE ME OF THE SINS I COMMITTED THAT OPENED THE
DOORS TO THESE EVIL SPIRITS! I SUBMIT TO YOU JESUS CHRIST OF
NAZARETH AS LORD AND SAVIOR OF MY LIFE! JESUS CHRIST IS LORD AND
BABYLON IS FALLEN! SATAN….I BIND YOUR POWERS NOW AND ALL YOUR
STRONGMAN, DEMONIC SPIRITS UNDER THEM AND ALL GATEKEEPERS! I
RENDER THEM USELESS! I REMOVE THEIR RANKS IN THE POWER AND
AUTHORITY OF JESUS CHRIST! I DEMOTE THEM TO PRIVATES AND TAKE
AWAY THEIR STRENGTH…..ONLY TO HAVE STRENGTH TO GET OUT!
THANKYOU YESHUA FOR SETTING ME FREE THIS DAY! HEP ME TO FULFILL
YOUR COMMANDMENTS AND TO DO YOUR WILL.
Pastor Nate Thompson
Deliverance Revolution Ministries
DeliveranceRevolution.org
pastornate@deliverancerevolution.org

How Much More?….

*PG-13 Content*

“Waiting, for your modern messiah
To take away all the hatred
That darkens the light in your eye
Still awaiting, I.”  -Disturbed

 

So, I’m still here…and I’m still going through it. After about a week of easier living, less torment in the sexual manner from the harassing demons (I believed they were losing their strength but turns out they were hiding somewhere else in me) they showed me they were back yesterday afternoon. I was in my prayer closet praying to The Lord when all of a sudden I noticed that my mouth was gaped open for no reason, then I realized I was being raped again by unseen forces…in the spirit. This is insane and I cannot believe I am still here.

I have heard of other Christians going through this right now and this is just terrible! The devil is sending out his wicked forces to attack some of God’s Children with sexual temptation and demonic arousal. Some call them spirit husbands or spirit wives. There’s Incubus and Succubus. Usually the latter two are said to attack in dreams and at night while I believe the spirit spouses attack any time 24/7. I’m not exactly sure how this perverted demon(s) became tied to me. At first I thought maybe it had to do something with my dad being a Freemason when he was alive.

*NOTE: DON’T sign up to be a FREEMASON, you are screwing your family over with curses, blood pacts or whatever else. Think about it! Not to mention you are WORSHIPING LUCIFER! AKA SATAN!


A new day…for so long I have been waking up and thinking to myself, Maybe today will be the day I will be set free… but not yet. I barely get any sleep anymore. Especially the past month. The demons (all of the kinds) attack most and heaviest at bedtime and like midnight through the dawn. They attack the most when human beings are tired and weary, sleepy and annoyed. So, for awhile I have been taking evening naps to be awake for the nighttime attacks and just odd hours. Not much sleep.

I was really picking up speed and felt a fresh anointing of boldness from The Lord in witnessing and beginning to get out of bed in the morning and exercise-seemingly signs of breakthrough. Temporarily. I’ve even been sharing praise reports. People, do NOT be deceived. The enemy is cunning and wants only to rob you, kill you, destroy you! I have read that these sex demons can cause serious gynecological problems. I believe I have been experiencing attacks of that sort as well. Not going into detail on that one.

This stuff is embarrassing, but it’s my hope that someone will find it all helpful and comforting, bringing God the Glory. He did not do this to me, I brought it upon myself when Jesus delivered me in January from a similar attack, much heavier in nature. I just bowed my head and prayed. When I lifted my head I was free. Well, I did not read the part in the Bible where Jesus  says to sin no more lest something worse would come over you:

John 5:14 (KJV)

“Afterward Jesus findeth him in the temple, and said unto him, Behold, thou art made whole: sin no more, lest a worse thing come unto thee.”

And I did. Then just as it is written, this happened to me. I am living every moment of my life awake and sleeping (dreams are now only nightmares) with the rapist demons tormenting and harassing me. Heavy attacks, because I did not know the Word and I sinned against God. The wages of sin truly is DEATH.

Romans 6:23 (KJV)

For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

This stuff does NOT want to LOOSE ME and LET ME GO! I am going to get some Brothers and Sisters to pray for me because I am having trouble fasting and I am pretty sure these demons qualify for the category where Jesus said:

Mark 9:29 (KJV)

And he said unto them, This kind can come forth by nothing, but by prayer and fasting.


On a good note, God has used this mess to reveal an amazing Truth to me. I grew up in a very religious church that didn’t teach the full Gospel. No casting out devils or healing and tongues. God has introduced me to Deliverance Ministry, I am astonished at the truth! I am really not “Bipolar.” Mental illness, physical illnesses like Bipolar or cancer etc are just symptoms of demons that can be cast out in Jesus Name! It is far more simple if you cancel the legal rights and close all open doors. Sometimes you encounter some super strong and stubborn ones like I am dealing with, but this is FREEDOM in JESUS’ NAME! He came to set the captives free! This is BIBLICAL! Research this for yourself if you don’t know, God does not want you to suffer!

Anyways, I will keep you posted.  If you would, please send up a prayer for me. Let us all remember no matter what…we are more than conquerors through Him that loved us.

YOU ARE NOT ALONE! God has NOT forsaken YOU! JESUS LOVES YOU! PRAY PRAY PRAY.

Check out this awesome Deliverance Website Keys to The Kingdom HERE!

The Song of Deliverance

David Wilkerson

The people of God were at the Red Sea mired in despair. At that moment how the Lord must have longed for someone like Gideon to rise up in that frightened camp and remind everyone of God’s faithfulness in the past. A few generations later Gideon had only a small army of three hundred men against an army, yet he shouted in faith before the battle (see Judges 6 and 7).  You see, as far as the Lord is concerned, the time to stand is in the darkest moment. It is when everything seems hopeless, when there appears to be no way out, when God alone can save and deliver. Israel’s predicament at the Red Sea was intended by God as a learning experience for them, a moment to build their faith. Because faith isn’t really being tested when everything is going smoothly.

If only Israel had remembered the miracles God had done for them in Egypt. If only they had trusted His word that He would carry them in His arms as a father carries his child. If only a few had begun a worship song — the same song they later sang on the other side. If only the people had trusted the Lord, shouting, “He is my strength! My God will triumph. Who is like unto Thee, O Lord?” Tell me, what would have happened?

They would have established a strong, abiding faith in God — a faith tested and proven through the fire of their predicament. Their faith would have emerged so unshakable that it would have carried them through every hardship of the wilderness journey just ahead. They would have had a foundation of faith upon which to build. And over time they would have learned to confidently praise God in all circumstances, with a faith so strong hell would have shuddered.

The great need of this present hour is for Christians who have learned to sing the song of deliverance when they are being tested.

Made In The Image of GOD.

So I was just browsing Yahoo for a few minutes. As I scrolled down the page, I saw these 2 different articles:

“Ohio executes man after delays over lethal injection drugs”

and

“Killer of San Antonio woman set for execution Thursday”


These are 2 different stories and crimes with different groups of people involved and of course the 2 gentleman here, the first one already executed.

I have been praying for God to let me feel what He feels. I know I need my heart to be softened and that it has been hardened for a long time because of pain and sin and whatever else. No matter how wicked these crimes are and the pain the victims have suffered, these 2 men were created in the image of God. God loves them. God loved you at your worst right? In the midst of the nastiest most horrible and cruel thing you ever did, Father God was still loving you in that moment, and even now. You see, we can’t comprehend that with our carnal minds. We hear about crimes like this and we say things like “What a monster!”

Glory to God, He is really opening my eyes and I am learning a bit more in this dark period of my life more than ever. We live in a spiritual world where what is unseen goes ignored. This verse is from The Bible:

1 Samuel 16:7  (KJV)

But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart.

 

We don’t think like The Creator of everything. Nor can we.

Genesis 18:25 (KJV)

That be far from thee to do after this manner, to slay the righteous with the wicked: and that the righteous should be as the wicked, that be far from thee: Shall not the Judge of all the earth do right?


These PEOPLE are NOT MONSTERS. The demons inside them are. That does not make what they did right. This is just the truth of the matter. It is 100% FACT that if you had the SAME demons operating inside of you, you too would be capable of committing the SAME horrendous acts. The world does not recognize this and in fact 90 something percent of churches do not recognize the reality of the spirit realm either.

I just had to vent because this really strikes a chord in my heart tonight. It hurts because behind these faces, behind these eyes and the demonic at work, are real people. SOULS. JUST LIKE YOU and me. I just ask us all to reconsider things when we look at other human beings whether in the news or at work or school or in the world. Let God be the judge. The world needs JESUS. If they don’t know the LOVE of JESUS, how can they know Him? You may be the only connection to Jesus someone ever has. Be sure and share His Love. God gave EVERYTHING when He gave JESUS for you, so you and I should really share that love with the world because this world is hurting like never before!

I pray this blesses you somehow. Jesus loves you, and the criminals on the news the same. I say all of this in love to us all. ♥  †  ♥

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