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He Nourishes What Little Faith We Have…

“Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.”  Matthew 11:28 (KJV)

I believe God is speaking this to me today.

I don’t wanna be in Egypt anymore…

I went out into the world today to go shopping and listened to some worldly music on Spotify in the car. I was fed up at the beginning of my drive with life but in prayer I was honest with God in letting Him know/reminding Him that my heart has hardened and I feel nothing. I come to Him demon oppressed, not weeping or fasting. I’ve tried and I just cannot defeat this stuff in my own strength. At all. So I came home and put on the sermon about the struggles in our faith by Pastor Charles Lawson out of Knoxville, Tennessee.

I typed this message out from a sermon by Charles Lawson called “A Bruised Reed He Shall Not Break.” ( Isaiah 42:3 )

If you’re a smoking flax or a bruised reed, He’s not gonna quench what little bit of faith is left. He won’t break that reed. He will nourish what little bit of faith you’ve got and bind you up as The Shepherd does a lamb. He will carry you further than you ever thought He would carry you. He’ll stick with you longer than you thought anybody would ever stick with you. He’ll put up with more from you than you thought anybody could ever put up with.
You’ll make promises to God that you’ll break and you’ll make another promise and you’ll break it and He’ll still be there! Because He said I’ll never leave thee and I’ll never forsake thee, and you’ll begin to learn something about Him. You’ll find out that when He says something He means it. You’ll find out that your relationship with God is built upon His Character. He’ll always, always, always be the same yesterday, today and forever. Amen.
Thank You Jesus…Praise God! †

Psalm 136:1 (KJV)

O give thanks unto the Lord; for he is good: for his mercy endureth for ever.

I Surrender All….Wilderness Update 8.20.17

So, BIG REVELATION!

After weeks of seeking deliverance and self deliverance, research, studying, and pretty much making this thing my idol (being freed from the molesting and raping demons) I think I finally got the point. All of this time God has been waiting on me to simply surrender to Him as He watched me from above as I scurried and hurried around trying to take control and do things my way. I have not fully surrendered. Jesus wants ALL of us, not 75% or however much we are willing to give Him.

I have not totally died to self and I have been reacting to God like He wanted to take my favorite toy when that’s certainly not the case. Jesus gave His ALL for me on the CROSS so I shouldn’t give Him any less than all of me. The love of GOD is amazing! I am just now beginning to understand the nature of my Father and how He is so kind and merciful. He is LOVE itself! I grew up in a pretty religious background and I had no idea what GRACE was…so far, I am drowning in the BLISS of my SAVIOR! We have to realize that we can stoop pretty low in this world. We can find ourselves doing things we never thought we would do and in places we said we would never go…The wages of sin is really…DEATH! The BIBLE is TRUE! The ONLY TRUTH under the sun!

God wants us to trust Him. I have not done that, but I am starting to. Today when the demonic attacks came upon me, I just ask Jesus to help me and take away the pain that feels like pinches and biting or the molesting. The tiny annoying torments cease instantly and the sexual attacks are becoming so much more bearable as He is removing them in His perfect way and time. I have actually moved to the backseat and let God have the steering wheel (I thought I did). It has only been one day, but I have seen my FATHER show up in such a MIGHTY and direct way…it blows my mind! He is growing my faith. I am so grateful, I don’t give thanks much at all but I am a work in progress 🙂

God is moving in my life in ways I’ve never imagined. I told Him I wasn’t testing Him but trusting Him to fight for me like in Exodus 14:14. He understands our hearts before we ever pray. He takes care of it all every time! He is soooo faithful! So this is what surrender feels like… This is peace. Thank YOU JESUS!

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The Worth of The Cross

Lying in bed last night as I was thinking about how terrible this demonic torment has been for months, it came to me: Look at Apostle Paul! Look at all he went through for the sake of Jesus and The Cross! He ENDURED so much! What patience and perseverance this Brother had in The LORD! After so many pity parties and begging God to take this thing away…how much am I willing to go through for Jesus and for The Cross? How much does He matter to me? Am I going to serve Him through the dark times also as I have so boldly proclaimed many times before all this happened? It’s so much easier to boast about my dedication for Christ than for me to walk it out with Him in patience when things get so tough.

All my life I’ve been quick to give up when things don’t go my way easily and quickly. I haven’t had much patience in all my 32 years on this planet.


Check out what Apostle Paul went through for Jesus’ sake.

2 Corinthians 11:16-33 (KJV)

16 I say again, let no man think me a fool; if otherwise, yet as a fool receive me, that I may boast myself a little.

17 That which I speak, I speak it not after the Lord, but as it were foolishly, in this confidence of boasting.

18 Seeing that many glory after the flesh, I will glory also.

19 For ye suffer fools gladly, seeing ye yourselves are wise.

20 For ye suffer, if a man bring you into bondage, if a man devour you, if a man take of you, if a man exalt himself, if a man smite you on the face.

21 I speak as concerning reproach, as though we had been weak. Howbeit whereinsoever any is bold, (I speak foolishly,) I am bold also.

22 Are they Hebrews? so am I. Are they Israelites? so am I. Are they the seed of Abraham? so am I.

23 Are they ministers of Christ? (I speak as a fool) I am more; in labours more abundant, in stripes above measure, in prisons more frequent, in deaths oft.

24 Of the Jews five times received I forty stripes save one.

25 Thrice was I beaten with rods, once was I stoned, thrice I suffered shipwreck, a night and a day I have been in the deep;

26 In journeyings often, in perils of waters, in perils of robbers, in perils by mine own countrymen, in perils by the heathen, in perils in the city, in perils in the wilderness, in perils in the sea, in perils among false brethren;

27 In weariness and painfulness, in watchings often, in hunger and thirst, in fastings often, in cold and nakedness.

28 Beside those things that are without, that which cometh upon me daily, the care of all the churches.

29 Who is weak, and I am not weak? who is offended, and I burn not?

30 If I must needs glory, I will glory of the things which concern mine infirmities.

31 The God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, which is blessed for evermore, knoweth that I lie not.

32 In Damascus the governor under Aretas the king kept the city of the damascenes with a garrison, desirous to apprehend me:

33 And through a window in a basket was I let down by the wall, and escaped his hands.


Trusting in Him and submitting to Him. Surrendering to The LORD… This video really speaks to me right now.

One day at a time. I believe God is cleansing me and purging me of the world and my carnal desires for the things of this world, known or unknown. I have fasted and done many deliverance. The demons are coming out but at a slow pace. The sexual demons are still violating me anytime 24/7 and I’m still having nightmares and annoying physical torment, but you know what… This morning I actually thank Him for what He is doing in me. I am not fully submitted to God. I am not fully dead to self. I am not truly surrendered to Him. I plan on seeking surrender to Jesus now more than ever. One day at a time. I must get into prayer alone with my Father in the quiet. It’s so easy to get caught up in this world as we are living in the technological age with so many distractions. Impatience is hard to shed when everything comes so instantly in this period of humanity. I confess I am impatient and need to surrender to God.

James 1:2-4 (KJV)

My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations;

Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience.

But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing.


So, God bless you all. I hope this helps someone. Glory to God! He revealed this to me last night before falling asleep. Praise His Holy Name! He has NEVER given up on me! He will NOT give up on YOU either!

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Me On The Altar.

God has given me the answer to my spiritual problem this year multiple times using different people and things. Instead of heeding any of His opportunities, each time I pushed them away and tried to do it my way or another way. The way He has for me I have always put aside because it was too hard and extreme for me. It’s like I want to know God so intimately but I want my desires too. I have cried out for The Lord to draw me into The very Heart of Him in recent years and He is doing that right now. I am going down whining, kicking, and screaming. As nasty as this spirit husband harassment has been you would think I would have already fasted and kicked this thing. But it’s not about this spirit husband. This is actually about God. This is about me no longer running from Him. I can’t have it both ways. Not anymore. I want to know God. I want to seek Him with all my heart and find Him. I want to break through in our relationship to a new level of fellowship with The Holy One.

This is me dying. This is the end of me. This is me putting my flesh (the lust of the flesh) on The Altar. This is painful. This is not what I want to do. I am beginning a fast at noon in a couple minutes and I have avoided this for months. I don’t want to be molested anymore and raped by unseen forces, aka the spirit husband. God is delivering me and giving me grace and everything I need for this, including the support of some amazing friends that are Family in Christ!

Today, I finally got it. It finally registered. This is how it’s going down. This fast is me surrendering to Jesus and letting Him take my walls down. I want to give Him all of me and hold nothing back. I have been shown so much information these past few months about the spirit realm and the demonic forces, the fact that everything has a spiritual root cause, and so much more. The Lord has revealed so much to me, including some big things about myself. I thought I knew it all already because of what He had shown me in leading me to Bible prophecy, but I was wrong. We will never learn it all, and pride is one of the things He has been taking down inside of me. Praise God!

Receiving the revelation this morning that I needed to fast as part of surrendering to God and dying to myself, really makes a difference. It doesn’t make it any easier in my flesh, but it helps me inside. I have to decide what matters most: God or food. God or my flesh. God or pleasure. God or me.

I’m learning this is about my will.


Check this out (from biblehub.com)

The Sin of Self-Will by R. Tuck
Psalm 81:11
But my people would not listen to my voice; and Israel would none of me.

Observe that the sin of which complaint is here made is not that Israel did not hearken, but that Israel would not hearken. God goes in behind the acts of disobedience, and is concerned with the spirit of wilfulness which found expression in the acts. The judgment of God upon them brings to view the special feature of their sin. “So I gave them up to the obduracy of their heart, that they should walk in their own counsels” (ver. 12).

I. SELF-WILL AS THE SIN INTO WHICH MEN FELL. Self-will is the perverted use of free will. Free will could be self-will if man were an independent creature. Free will must not be self-will, because man is a dependent creature. Free will became self-will, because man allowed himself to be guided by what seemed “pleasant to the eyes and good for food,” rather than by what he knew to be the will of him on whom he depended. Serving himself is the essence of sin for one who has been made dependent – in every way dependent upon God. What we have to counteract is the delusion that man is an independent being, and therefore may “follow the devices and desires of his own heart.” Illustrate from Daniel 5:28.

II. SELF-WILL AS THE SIN FROM WHICH MEN ARE DELIVERED. There are penalties into which men have brought themselves by their self will, and from these they need to be delivered. But it would be no effective redemption that dealt only with penalties. Deliverance from self-willedness, in a dependent creature, can only be effected by making him on whom he depends so infinitely attractive that he wins full trust and obedience. And this is accomplished by God’s manifestation of himself to men in the Person, life, and sacrifice of the Lord Jesus Christ.

III. SELF-WILL AS THE SIN INTO WHICH THE REDEEMED ARE IN DANGER OF FALLING BACK. Illustrate from the Israelites, as redeemed unto the service of Jehovah, from Egypt. Bring out

(1) the open ways, and

(2) the subtle ways, in which nowadays Christians may be tempted to the self-trust which breaks them away from their dependence on God. – R.T.


I watched a preacher online talking about dying to self yesterday. Today when I caught myself switching into the flesh during a conversation about something I am very opinionated about, I remembered what he said. This is the part of me that is yet to die. I don’t remember the exact words but I am so glad it came to mind again, praise God!

Don’t give up everyone. Jesus loves you! Father God is drawing His Church to a deeper relationship with Him I think. You are loved beyond measure by The One who died for you to be reconciled with Him for eternity!!! We cannot fathom how much we really mean to our Father and our Jesus! Praise Him today! No matter how dark it is or what you’re going through today!

*Final note: I just want to remind everyone not to be freaking out over demons and giving the kingdom of darkness any kind of glory. The battle is in the mind. I have been letting them get to me myself. Seriously, they are playing head games with you. No matter what you feel or see, God is greater! He NEVER leaves you! He is still there whenever you are under demonic attack! HE WILL MAKE A WAY for your deliverance!

Burn Me Alive Inside…

This “spirit husband” is so stubborn to let me go. If I’m not awake being raped and molested inside, then I am living in the devil’s nightmares as I sleep. So, I can’t just take a bunch of sleeping medicine cuz that would just screw me over, I’d end up stuck in the demonic nightmares for hours.

I guess I’ve sinned worse than I know… with what’s got hold of me. The way things are, you’d think I’d had sex with the devil himself. I just want them to leave. Or I want to leave if they won’t. Ah, this sucks! Days of torment.

The wages of sin is death. Don’t do it. If you are delivered from an unclean spirit (Jesus Himself delivered me from a terrible spirit after I prayed months ago) and you return to your sin, like The Bible says, something worse will come. Sin no more. I have been living with my something worse since March and I am seriously ready to move on.

There’s more to the world than what the cotton-candy Christianity preachers around the world are teaching right now. They’re tickling peoples ears with promises that if they just sign up they will win an all expenses paid trip to Heaven, no pain or suffering involved. New car, new house, better looking body and blah blah. It’s about who YOU are and what YOU want and what God will do for YOU. Hate to break it to all of the followers of the prosperity Gospel preachers, but…God is not a genie. We don’t just order what we want like at a drive thru either. It’s a relationship. This world is a mess right now with stuff like this going on. Stuff like what’s going on inside of me and is going on with many believers right now. I thank God for connecting me with people who I can relate to in this time of darkness. It is super dark in the spiritual realm down here on planet earth. It’s only going to get darker. The Bible is without error and all is coming to pass right now.

Jesus is the only way to make it right now and certainly to make it to Heaven. He is coming soon. Hold on people, it may feel like hell to us right now but we are way wrong. This is not hell. If we are suffering like this now, I cannot imagine how people will be attacked in the coming 7 year Tribulation, and unimaginably Hell itself. Repent! We aren’t guaranteed anymore time anyway of life. God bless.

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How Much More?….

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“Waiting, for your modern messiah
To take away all the hatred
That darkens the light in your eye
Still awaiting, I.”  -Disturbed

 

So, I’m still here…and I’m still going through it. After about a week of easier living, less torment in the sexual manner from the harassing demons (I believed they were losing their strength but turns out they were hiding somewhere else in me) they showed me they were back yesterday afternoon. I was in my prayer closet praying to The Lord when all of a sudden I noticed that my mouth was gaped open for no reason, then I realized I was being raped again by unseen forces…in the spirit. This is insane and I cannot believe I am still here.

I have heard of other Christians going through this right now and this is just terrible! The devil is sending out his wicked forces to attack some of God’s Children with sexual temptation and demonic arousal. Some call them spirit husbands or spirit wives. There’s Incubus and Succubus. Usually the latter two are said to attack in dreams and at night while I believe the spirit spouses attack any time 24/7. I’m not exactly sure how this perverted demon(s) became tied to me. At first I thought maybe it had to do something with my dad being a Freemason when he was alive.

*NOTE: DON’T sign up to be a FREEMASON, you are screwing your family over with curses, blood pacts or whatever else. Think about it! Not to mention you are WORSHIPING LUCIFER! AKA SATAN!


A new day…for so long I have been waking up and thinking to myself, Maybe today will be the day I will be set free… but not yet. I barely get any sleep anymore. Especially the past month. The demons (all of the kinds) attack most and heaviest at bedtime and like midnight through the dawn. They attack the most when human beings are tired and weary, sleepy and annoyed. So, for awhile I have been taking evening naps to be awake for the nighttime attacks and just odd hours. Not much sleep.

I was really picking up speed and felt a fresh anointing of boldness from The Lord in witnessing and beginning to get out of bed in the morning and exercise-seemingly signs of breakthrough. Temporarily. I’ve even been sharing praise reports. People, do NOT be deceived. The enemy is cunning and wants only to rob you, kill you, destroy you! I have read that these sex demons can cause serious gynecological problems. I believe I have been experiencing attacks of that sort as well. Not going into detail on that one.

This stuff is embarrassing, but it’s my hope that someone will find it all helpful and comforting, bringing God the Glory. He did not do this to me, I brought it upon myself when Jesus delivered me in January from a similar attack, much heavier in nature. I just bowed my head and prayed. When I lifted my head I was free. Well, I did not read the part in the Bible where Jesus  says to sin no more lest something worse would come over you:

John 5:14 (KJV)

“Afterward Jesus findeth him in the temple, and said unto him, Behold, thou art made whole: sin no more, lest a worse thing come unto thee.”

And I did. Then just as it is written, this happened to me. I am living every moment of my life awake and sleeping (dreams are now only nightmares) with the rapist demons tormenting and harassing me. Heavy attacks, because I did not know the Word and I sinned against God. The wages of sin truly is DEATH.

Romans 6:23 (KJV)

For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

This stuff does NOT want to LOOSE ME and LET ME GO! I am going to get some Brothers and Sisters to pray for me because I am having trouble fasting and I am pretty sure these demons qualify for the category where Jesus said:

Mark 9:29 (KJV)

And he said unto them, This kind can come forth by nothing, but by prayer and fasting.


On a good note, God has used this mess to reveal an amazing Truth to me. I grew up in a very religious church that didn’t teach the full Gospel. No casting out devils or healing and tongues. God has introduced me to Deliverance Ministry, I am astonished at the truth! I am really not “Bipolar.” Mental illness, physical illnesses like Bipolar or cancer etc are just symptoms of demons that can be cast out in Jesus Name! It is far more simple if you cancel the legal rights and close all open doors. Sometimes you encounter some super strong and stubborn ones like I am dealing with, but this is FREEDOM in JESUS’ NAME! He came to set the captives free! This is BIBLICAL! Research this for yourself if you don’t know, God does not want you to suffer!

Anyways, I will keep you posted.  If you would, please send up a prayer for me. Let us all remember no matter what…we are more than conquerors through Him that loved us.

YOU ARE NOT ALONE! God has NOT forsaken YOU! JESUS LOVES YOU! PRAY PRAY PRAY.

Check out this awesome Deliverance Website Keys to The Kingdom HERE!

Deliverance Progress Report 6.10.2017

Hey everyone!

Hope all is well with you all today. This is just a journal post. Catching up.

First of all, glory to God Almighty and thank You LORD JESUS, for bringing amazing new people into my life! I had been walking alone in the wilderness this entire year but a couple weeks ago The Lord brought some wonderful men and women of God who are on FIRE for Jesus into my world! New friendships are developing. I am blessed beyond measure! Praise God!

It all began a few days before my birthday when The Lord led a Sister in Christ to reach out to me after I had posted a prayer request in a Facebook prayer group about needing help. My words were something like this, “Sister needs prayer. Satan has me in a choke-hold, only Jesus can save me.” So, I would up in a chatroom group about deliverance. I had no idea what would happen. I assumed they were going to pray for me if I showed up. I had it in my mind that I was not going to go.

After the weekend was over on that Monday, thirty minutes before the meeting began, The Holy Spirit quickened in me and I remembered it was time for the group. I got there and it was amazing, I was not the only one receiving deliverance that night. I was on webcam and the Brethren/deliverance team called out multiple spirits and went to war for me to be freed. It wasn’t until a Brother led me to ask The Holy Spirit to break my heart that I had a breakthrough.  A few seconds later I began weeping uncontrollably as The Spirit of God touched me.

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I’m a work in progress. I am learning that deliverance is a process, not a one time deal. There is more to come. I am still dealing with a strongman or heavy demon that is very stubborn and will not leave. It is very frustrating because this spirit attacks my body anytime day and night. I’m thinking this is one like Jesus says that only comes out by prayer and fasting as in Matthew 17:21.

I have learned that when demons are cast out they come out in the forms of yawning, burping, coughing up or spitting, maybe some other ways. I have experienced all of these. I had no idea the roots of the problems in my life were spiritual!

By the way, I am NO LONGER BIPOLAR! That’s a spirit!  I am still taking medications right now. Do not ever go off your meds without consulting your doctor and as led by The Lord because your flesh will react as it is used to having them. There are spirits attached to almost everything! Mental illnesses, pain, epilepsy, trauma, all else. You CAN BE FREE!

Christians can have demons. I tried to explain that to a Brother in Christ that I haven’t talked with in months and he didn’t agree or get it at first. I didn’t either before. I did NOT believe in deliverance ministry.  UNTIL IT HAPPENED TO ME… I just thought that only people in the world who did very wicked things could be possessed by demons. Truth is, we as Christians can have demons as well. In our members. Our spirit is saved by God and though The Holy Spirit of God dwells within us, our flesh and our minds/will and emotions are not saved like the part of us that lives on.

Learn more about Christians having demons HERE at greatbiblestudy.com

More Resources:

Check out The Book Pigs in The Parlor by Frank and Ida Mae Hammond. Get it on  AMAZON or check your local Christian bookstore.

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Demon Buster is awesome with many, many prayers and spiritual warfare help. Adjust your speakers if need be because music will play when you go to the site.

God is teaching me to trust Him. I believe that is the major point of this trial if not one of the most major. But we cannot figure Him out. Then there’s the getting rid of my pride. I did not realize that my heart had hardened over time and there’s so much pain beneath that I have been ignoring and healing is needed. The MAIN REASON I am going through this is because of the open door I created with sin. There are consequences to sin. As a Child of God, I am being chastened. However, in the process, I am learning more and more about casting out demons, deliverance and spiritual warfare, and that the WHOLE BIBLE IS REAL TODAY!  The churches are teaching that all of these are no longer for today’s world, but I have witnessed them. This is real! Jesus spoke the TRUTH and this is TRUTH for TODAY’S WORLD also!!!

Mark 16:17-18  (KJV)

17 And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues;

18 They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover.


I want to be a part of this Christianity that you can experience! Miracles, signs, and wonders. Showing the world the truth and that JESUS is real! The BIBLE is real! Cover to Cover!!! I encourage you to check this out for yourselves. Important note: DO NOT CAST DEMONS OUT OF SOMEONE WHO IS NOT BORN AGAIN! It will do them harm.  They must be born again.

I’m taking this thing one step at a time. If you have found yourself in a similar situation and would like more information, just message me at the “Drop me a line” tab at the top of my blog. God bless!

 

My Journey Through The Wilderness 2017

I have been on quite the spiritual journey in a dark sense now for pretty much all of this year 2017. It’s just about June and I feel led to blog about the matter and what’s been going on. Maybe you can relate, maybe you are not there yet. Maybe you are RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW with a sigh of relief that you are not the only one going through all of this! Regardless, through it all, we never face any battle alone. Jesus is ALWAYS there with us.

It began with research, watching deliverance seminars on YouTube, the purchasing of a couple books, studying and applying self deliverance (casting demons out of myself in The Name of Jesus, for example, the spirit of anxiety), leading to a heavier internal situation that I am currently living with. It’s like Incubus and Succubus only it does not only bother me when I am sleeping. I am praying for God’s Grace everyday.

So here’s what I’m noticing so far:

I have not yet learned to praise HIM in the storm.

I have not yet learned to appreciate this thorn.

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Sins that were hidden are sort of coming to the light right now. I can see my life a little more clearly spiritually in this wilderness.

I have been complaining A LOT.

I have pleaded and begged GOD to take this away from me!!! So far the answer is no, but I believe He has shown me I am being chastened. Everything in heaven, on the earth and beneath the earth is subject to The Name of Jesus Christ, but the demons that are afflicting me are allowed to stay for now. I am coming to terms with this daily. I have the worst negative thoughts like “Man, I must be the dirtiest rotten sinner ever!” as I sit in self pity. There’s so much more than the actual affliction though.

I’m not quite sure how I got myself into this mess.  I have learned one thing. If you go digging into and researching the spirit world or the occult anyplace, demons can and will manifest. For me, it all began at the beginning of this year when I was fascinated with the idea that there just might be a spiritual cause for my Bipolar Disorder because of some amazing points I had read online and how it all seemed to fit. I know we live in a spiritual world. There are only angels and demons, no ghosts and all the other stuff that is man made. Seeing a dead relative is actually seeing a demonic manifestation or apparition. Psychics only hear from familiar spirits, they have no special ability. Infected people can hear from familiar spirits too even if they don’t want to. This is where I believe Schizophrenia comes in. But that’s a different blog for another day I hope. Once I make it through this trial and if the Rapture of The Church hasn’t happened yet, I will certainly be updating my pages at the top of my main blog site. I have been learning so much about how we can really be set free.

I have acquired a lot of knowledge and can back it up with what Jesus said in The Bible. People can still be healed and have demons cast out of them to be free. Anyone who is a true born-again believer can do these things.

Mark 3:14-15 (KJV)

14 And he ordained twelve, that they should be with him, and that he might send them forth to preach,

15 And to have power to heal sicknesses, and to cast out devils:

 

Mark 16:16-18 (KJV)

16 He that believeth and is baptized shall be saved; but he that believeth not shall be damned.

17 And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues;

18 They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover.

 

John 14:11-13 (KJV)

11 Believe me that I am in the Father, and the Father in me: or else believe me for the very works’ sake.

12 Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father.

13 And whatsoever ye shall ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son.


So much to say… On the positive side,

I am becoming more reliant upon God and therefore growing closer to Him.

My eyes have been opened so very wide. I will never see life the same again at all.

Now I’ve discovered this power is real but I cannot operate in it yet in ministry because I am being chastened by The Lord. This dark and difficult time is for my good though. I know my suffering is not in vain. It is certainly humbling. More to come later..

God bless you, and know that your suffering is not in vain. Amen.