Varsity Mania

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Well, thankfully we think I have topped out.  Maybe Saturday or Sunday.  I increased my meds from 100mg/day to 200mg every other day.  The doc wanted me to take 200mg every day, but I am so exhausted and in kind of a fog when I do.  Eyes are still popping open at the first sound I hear in the morning, but I have been able to doze back off for a little while, at least.

Went to see the psychologist yesterday and there was much talk of Depakote and maybe the use of an anti-depressant.  I hate taking meds, especially cocktails, but I hate this mania more.  It is no longer the fun, happy, grandiose, on top of the world, creative, productive type (junior varsity as he so aptly put it), but the cannot function, psychotic, irritable, volatile, pressured (Varsity) Mania: Full-blown Manic episode.

I lost almost a week of time…

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  1. I think you might be the first one to ever reblog from me! THANK YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH For that! I have smiled until my face hurt since I woke up to this wonderful news!
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