I am burnt out on all of my hobbies. I am unemployed and have been relying on these hobbies to keep my sanity. I could say as well that for a couple of them I may just be too depressed to care.
- Using and creating with my Wacom Design Tablet
- My morning walks
I know now is not the time for college enrollment or a career move, but man! What am I supposed to do now? My family is going through a transitioning period where my father just passed away. Perhaps this is why I am not making the best choices. I just need some sort of fulfillment that is not here. No clue what that is. I want money, lol. I know that is not a true answer. However, money is truly power, so if I had a wallet with cash actually in it I could go shopping and at least forget about all this for a while, with a rush. Shopping is a rush for me. So are other things when I have had Caffeine… My gosh. Day 5. Somebody stop me.
This unrest is persistent.
I can’t be satisfied, or so it seems.
I just want a peace that I haven’t known in forever.