The Song of Deliverance

David Wilkerson

The people of God were at the Red Sea mired in despair. At that moment how the Lord must have longed for someone like Gideon to rise up in that frightened camp and remind everyone of God’s faithfulness in the past. A few generations later Gideon had only a small army of three hundred men against an army, yet he shouted in faith before the battle (see Judges 6 and 7).  You see, as far as the Lord is concerned, the time to stand is in the darkest moment. It is when everything seems hopeless, when there appears to be no way out, when God alone can save and deliver. Israel’s predicament at the Red Sea was intended by God as a learning experience for them, a moment to build their faith. Because faith isn’t really being tested when everything is going smoothly.

If only Israel had remembered the miracles God had done for them in Egypt. If only they had trusted His word that He would carry them in His arms as a father carries his child. If only a few had begun a worship song — the same song they later sang on the other side. If only the people had trusted the Lord, shouting, “He is my strength! My God will triumph. Who is like unto Thee, O Lord?” Tell me, what would have happened?

They would have established a strong, abiding faith in God — a faith tested and proven through the fire of their predicament. Their faith would have emerged so unshakable that it would have carried them through every hardship of the wilderness journey just ahead. They would have had a foundation of faith upon which to build. And over time they would have learned to confidently praise God in all circumstances, with a faith so strong hell would have shuddered.

The great need of this present hour is for Christians who have learned to sing the song of deliverance when they are being tested.

Made In The Image of GOD.

So I was just browsing Yahoo for a few minutes. As I scrolled down the page, I saw these 2 different articles:

“Ohio executes man after delays over lethal injection drugs”


“Killer of San Antonio woman set for execution Thursday”

These are 2 different stories and crimes with different groups of people involved and of course the 2 gentleman here, the first one already executed.

I have been praying for God to let me feel what He feels. I know I need my heart to be softened and that it has been hardened for a long time because of pain and sin and whatever else. No matter how wicked these crimes are and the pain the victims have suffered, these 2 men were created in the image of God. God loves them. God loved you at your worst right? In the midst of the nastiest most horrible and cruel thing you ever did, Father God was still loving you in that moment, and even now. You see, we can’t comprehend that with our carnal minds. We hear about crimes like this and we say things like “What a monster!”

Glory to God, He is really opening my eyes and I am learning a bit more in this dark period of my life more than ever. We live in a spiritual world where what is unseen goes ignored. This verse is from The Bible:

1 Samuel 16:7  (KJV)

But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart.


We don’t think like The Creator of everything. Nor can we.

Genesis 18:25 (KJV)

That be far from thee to do after this manner, to slay the righteous with the wicked: and that the righteous should be as the wicked, that be far from thee: Shall not the Judge of all the earth do right?

These PEOPLE are NOT MONSTERS. The demons inside them are. That does not make what they did right. This is just the truth of the matter. It is 100% FACT that if you had the SAME demons operating inside of you, you too would be capable of committing the SAME horrendous acts. The world does not recognize this and in fact 90 something percent of churches do not recognize the reality of the spirit realm either.

I just had to vent because this really strikes a chord in my heart tonight. It hurts because behind these faces, behind these eyes and the demonic at work, are real people. SOULS. JUST LIKE YOU and me. I just ask us all to reconsider things when we look at other human beings whether in the news or at work or school or in the world. Let God be the judge. The world needs JESUS. If they don’t know the LOVE of JESUS, how can they know Him? You may be the only connection to Jesus someone ever has. Be sure and share His Love. God gave EVERYTHING when He gave JESUS for you, so you and I should really share that love with the world because this world is hurting like never before!

I pray this blesses you somehow. Jesus loves you, and the criminals on the news the same. I say all of this in love to us all. ♥  †  ♥


Be Encouraged Today in Jesus!

1 Peter 4:13 – But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ’s sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy.

Romans 5:3-8  (KJV)

And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience;

And patience, experience; and experience, hope:

And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.

For when we were yet without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly.

For scarcely for a righteous man will one die: yet peradventure for a good man some would even dare to die.

But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.


James 1:12  (KJV)

Blessed is the man that endureth temptation: for when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that love him.


Romans 8:28 (KJV)

And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.


Proverbs 12:25 (KJV)

Heaviness in the heart of man maketh it stoop: but a good word maketh it glad.



What I’m Learning…Update 7.24.17

New season of life. New challenges. The revelation of Truth. Deliverance ministry.

It’s been my experience that demons attack most late at night and when we are tired or ready to get some rest. My eyes will be heavy and then come the attacks. The fiery darts or little pinches, body twitches and all else. The sexual molestation and rape. Dreams have become nightmares. Since I am not fully delivered yet it’s not all gone of course.

I had no idea I could have so many demons within me. I’m 32 so…

I had no idea just how great the Grace of my God really is. When I am weak He is strong! There have been times when I have seen flashes of light and what looked like lightning and small lightning storms in my bedroom. I have seen shadow figures floating through my room. I have awakened in the morning to something touching me from behind. I have experienced demons speaking and yelling in my mind. What the world calls “schizophrenia” is actually demonic. They don’t want to give up their houses but they have to…you may have to deal with legal rights.

On the other side of things, I have learned about anointing with oil. Not only your bedroom or home and stuff, but people and pets. I have seen healing and miracles and I am a babe in all of this, I’m just starting out. I want to serve my God more than ever right now and share the love of Jesus everywhere! BUT, I first and foremost want to have a deep and intimate relationship with my Father, to really KNOW HIM. I want to KNOW JESUS. I want to be hit by The HOLY SPIRIT. I want MORE!!! I want to GROW in HIM!

I am learning Who He is. I thought I knew. There’s so much more… He is so beautiful! I am learning to trust Him… I need to look back on the many other times that He has saved and delivered me from some heavy and hopeless situations.

Oh yeah, there’s no such things as haunted houses or speaking to dead people and lost loved ones. Only angels and demons. Good and evil. Satan is a LIAR and deceiver.


Today I have noticed I am a lot stronger in the Spirit than I have been in months. I praise GOD for that and thank The Lord JESUS! He has done something new inside of me I see! I may still be experiencing some sexual molestation by the demons but It has been SOOOO MUCH EASIER and BEARABLE today in the flesh because of what MY FATHER HAS DONE IN ME, IN THE SPIRIT! Woohoo! Thank God for strengthening me and giving me a new will, mind, and emotions-the desire to seek Him and to please Him. I desire to really live out a true walk in Christ and no longer sin willingly, ignoring my doing so.

My God is faithful, and in all of the turmoil this year, my faith has been strengthened like I never thought it could be or would be. Amen.

Persecuted Christians in Pakistan

I am helping Brothers and Sisters in Pakistan by sharing this GoFundMe that we created. I pray God’s Will be done and that our Family in Christ there will be blessed and protected in JESUS’ Name 🙂

We need support for Persecuted Pakistani Christians in slum areas , rural, and urban. These funds will be used to encourage poorests to be faithful in Christ. He is true in His Holy promises to save us. We need funds urgently for poorest families who have no basic needs of life for daily uses. These Brothers & Sisters are being persecuted and discriminated against for their faith in Jesus Christ because of the political situation in the country.

Most of the persecuted Christians have left Pakistan because of discrimination. Right now those that remain can not leave the country because they have no money for tickets and to arrange visas. Most Christians are poorest , daily wagers, with low level jobs. Christian women are working for Muslim Land lords, so children are left in homes and they have no education.

Some of churches have been sold out in the hands of Muslim land lords. Pastors are seeking asylum in other places. We want to get them help because we have no funds.

Your support is a divine blessing for the broken , crushed, & persecuted to be able to give the message of Christ. He is living today, tomorrow and forever. Your offering , donations and support is real answers of prayers of the persecuted. Thank you so much for offering a helping hand to the needy, suffering and persecuted Christians in Pakistan.

Click below to help:


True Identity

Hope For Today


One of my favorite things to teach on is identity in Christ. Oh boy, did I need to read this verse today! It is so easy for so many of us to fall into seeking the approval of man, especially when we are struggling with a trial in our life. Rather than continue to turn toward God and His comfort, we tend to turn toward others to fill us up with the “atta boy” or “good job!” Don’t get me wrong, there is nothing wrong with encouraging one another, we are called to encourage each other. Barnabas was a great encourager to the brethren. Where we become open prey for the enemy is when we begin to idolize the praises of man over simply being obedient to what God has called us to do.

Father I bind my will to your will and righteousness and I loose from me the…

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Not At All…

So I’m sitting here this morning just astonished at my reality. Life is not at all what I believed it to be. So many things have been brought to the light as the darkness in my world has been exposed. Ever since I got saved in 2014, I was one of the Rapture Watchers, like 24/7. I was subscribed to every single end time news YouTube channel as well as a bunch of rapture related channels made by regular people like myself-many with a spirit of fear attached, panic, and anxiety.

Most of this year I have not been watching for the return of The Lord Jesus. At the beginning of the year I was given a powerful word from what I believed to be The Holy Spirit. So I took every step in faith and leaped by faith. As I shared what I’d been given, I experienced horrible backlash from my family and many many tears because of my firm stance on this situation. The night that the lying spirit spoke to me in all of my sorrow and many tears it said “Count the cost.” My world was falling apart and I truly believed I was hearing from The Lord.

Long story short, it’s been one heck of a ride with so much confusion. This year 2017 has been one of the worst of my life. I saw people online earlier in the year proclaiming it as the year of breakthrough but so far I haven’t achieved that in my personal life. I had a very vivid dream back in March where it had just rained and the sky was beautiful, the early morning air was misty. I looked at my husband and I said “This is the genesis.” New beginnings right? I expected something great to happen, but not all new beginnings are good or what we expect.

So, somewhere in this mess with the lying spirits I fell into sin and wound up with a stubborn spirit husband. Maybe it was there all along and assigned to me for such a time as this, I dunno. There’s much to be researched and said about the matter. I have so many spiritual issues right now I could never count them. I have cried out to God about all of this and I am currently coughing up my deliverance one day at a time from this nightmare. I have been sexually molested by unseen demons since about March, nearly 5 months. There’s been very little peace but I have been learning so, so much…

Earlier in the year when I came out of agreement with the molesters and stopped giving into their antics, they began harassing me in other ways like playing with my hair or attacking me with sharp pains or pinches on my arms or legs that felt like tiny bites. I have never ever experienced these demonic attacks and I never ever believed in Deliverance ministry. Funny how experience changes things eh?

Today I came to the conclusion that it is completely impossible to be holy and live holy when you are being sexually molested and aroused 24/7 around the clock. This impacts the type of music I listen to, my moods, and relationships. My mother is concerned about me because she says I am always not feeling good. The devil uses unclean spirits like the spirit husbands/wives to attempt to destroy marriages. It’s not going to work in our case because we are ordained by God Almighty to be together on this journey of life. If it were not for God we would have split years ago for sure. I see God’s Hand in our marriage even today as He is constantly putting new love in our hearts one for another. Despite my husband being a non-believer, he is yet very supportive of me in my faith and encourages me to not miss fellowship meetings and to read my Bible. It’s amazing. Glory to God!

I am just worn and weary, tired of sinning because of this consistent sexual harassment. God knows I am human and but clay, and He understands more than I know…

In this mess I have discovered that I am not the mature Christian I believed myself to be the last few years. In fact, I know very little Scripture and hardly have any memorized (mostly because of the mind control psychotropic meds I’ve been on for years that were messing with my brain). God has placed me in a new group of Believers where we meeting most days of the week and hang out to pray, read the Word, hear a lesson and fellowship in support of each other in these last days. I am so blessed and not thankful enough for this precious gift! This group is rooted in Deliverance Ministry but yet a general Christian hangout on the Zoom social media platform. It’s amazing how He provides me with the means in the midst of my problems. I was going at all of this alone and was clueless so He drew me into my new amazing family and friends. I could like write a book about all of this, wow…

I am not ready for The Rapture. Yes, after warning people all over the internet and buying emergency food supplies and water, I stopped looking when my drama came down at the beginning of this year. This does not mean that anything has changed. Everything is right on schedule with God’s prophetic timeline. I’ve just backed off from the end times news because I have so much trouble going on in my brain and life that I cannot handle and process anything else right now. I know I am not seeing it the way I should and I’ve prayed about that. God’s Mercy is huge, greater than I’ve ever imagined…or will ever know. I have some repenting to do and spiritual work and examining of myself and all. So much information, so much shock, so many life changers in the first half of my 2017. I have been double minded and teeter-tottering from holy to hellish so much lately that it’s exhausting. I mean I need to pick a side and stay on it. However, I know He is able to prepare His Bride and will finish what he started.

I have been rebelling against God and venting alone with taking long drives in my car while listening to worldly and demonic music. This is my coping mechanism. I can’t lasth out at the house. Then I get home and I go back to my MercyMe and Third Day from the Avenged Sevenfold and Katy Perry I’d been playing in my car…ahem.. Some days I just don’t think I can ever go on and I do not want to see another day because I really and truly believe in my heart that I can not take one more day of this. The spirits of suicide and death are running rampant around our globe right now. It’s so sad because many of the sufferers are Christians. God’s People are being attacked like never before. However, we know that all things work out to the good for those that love The Lord. My sin brought the demons into my life and exposed what had already been there and my late father’s Freemason connection to my life and all this other occult stuff.

Legal rights. Renunciations. Binding the strongman. The false Holy Spirit and prophecies. The Kundalini spirit. The fragmentation of my soul.  Ungodly Soul ties. ACTUAL spiritual warfare. Binding and losing. The Kingdom of darkness. Deliverance ministry. The battle for my soul. Generational curses. Automatic writing. The signs and wonders that follow those that believe. Miraculous healing. Casting out demons in Jesus’ Name. Raising the dead. The Mind-blowing Power of The Holy Spirit. Also, sometimes Jesus casts demons out of me Himself when I don’t do anything or address them down here-it’s really a faith  builder! I have cast demons out in our Lord’s Name and I have had them cast out of me. They come out in the forms of coughs, burps, yawns and stuff.

Finally, It has been brought to my attention by The Power of The Holy Spirit that I have many wounds that need healing inside. There are things called defense mechanisms that need to be addressed in my life right now. Read this text below from

“What is a defense mechanism? A defense mechanism is an ungodly reaction within a person that is designed to prevent the person from further harm. It can be fear, unforgiveness, un-correctiveness, rebellion, etc. Think of it as a wall which keeps out both the bad guys along with the good guys.

Unfortunately, the very thing which rises up to defend us, is the very thing which prevents our wound from ever healing. The Holy Spirit is more than eager to get us healed and restored, but we must not put our hand in His face when He’s trying to heal. One of the most important steps in the inner healing process is to remove defense mechanisms so that the Holy Spirit can heal the wounds. Begin to deal with the defense mechanisms, and you will make yourself available for healing.”

I have some strongholds that have to be taken down by The Power of God. I have began mapping it all out in a notebook to try and sort things out to come to a state of peace and a solid walk with Jesus. I hope somehow this post blesses you. Its’ very big but so are the feelings and thoughts inside 🙂

God bless in Jesus’ Name.


XXX Sex with Demons XXX

Yep. You read the title! Definitely not gonna hear about this in church…

Sex with demons is real. People of the world, or people that are not Christians actually try to summon demons to have sex with them and practice this nasty stuff. Then you have Christians like myself who are being raped or molested by these unseen forces of darkness. Some people talk about it happening in dreams or at night and refer to those beings as Incubus and Succubus.

In my case, and for many others, the spirit rape happens anytime 24/7. Perhaps it is what is called a spirit husband or spirit wife. You may never see your spiritual attacker, but you will definitely feel them if you are a victim of their sexual onslaughts. Having very vivid nightmares comes along with these situations as well.

I have just heard and began to learn about these things this year as they have happened to me. Mind-blowing I know, right? This is happening all over the world and in fact, I’ve heard some say it is a sign of the times likening these occurrences to the Bible verses here:


Genesis 6:1-4  (KJV)

And it came to pass, when men began to multiply on the face of the earth, and daughters were born unto them,

That the sons of God saw the daughters of men that they were fair; and they took them wives of all which they chose.

And the Lord said, My spirit shall not always strive with man, for that he also is flesh: yet his days shall be an hundred and twenty years.

There were giants in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown.


Matthew 24:37 (KJV)

But as the days of Noah were, so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.


Here is some very cool information from an article on Linkedin by SAM UDOUBAK:


Spiritual husband and wife is a very deep spiritual issues that are kept away from millions of Christian today. They are specially commissioned by Satan to molest trouble and scatter good and godly homes, relationships and life in general.

 I pray that the almighty God will open your understanding on this matter, in Jesus name.

They are spiritual enemies living and sleeping with one. They are very stubborn, aggressive and dangerous. They are terrible enemies with killer motives to kill your joy, peace, health, brain, calling, virtue, marriage. Often times they do not need permission as they violate the right of their victims, molest their victims with sex in the dream. They are desperate and very wicked.

They can enter and start manifesting in one’s life through various means which includes:
1.   Immorality.
2.   Pornography.
3.   Spirit wife/husband can be inherited.
4.   Evil dedication of individual.
6.   Underwear manipulation.
7.   Through tattooing and incision.


  1. Sexual relationships in dreams
  2. Hatred of marriage
  3. Being jilted by serious partners
  4. Missing one’s menstrual period in the dream
  5. Pregnancy in the dream
  6. Breast-feeding a baby in the dream
  7. Having a family in the dream
  8. Shopping with a man/ woman in the dream
  9. Seeing a man sleeping by one’s side in the dream
  10. Sudden Hatred by earthly spouse
  11. Serious gynaecological problems
  12. Having a miscarriage after sexual dreams
  13. Dream marriages
  14. Constant wet dreams
  15. Late marriage or no marriage at all


  1. My body is the temple of God therefore no spirit have control over my body
  2. Spirit husband/spirit wife; release me now, in the name of Jesus.
  3. Every spirit husband/wife, I divorce you by the blood of Jesus.
  4. Every spirit wife/every spirit husband, die, in the name of Jesus.
  5. Everything you have deposited in my life, come out by fire, in the name of Jesus.
  6. Every power that is working against my marriage, fall down and die, in the name of Jesus.
  7. I divorce and renounce my marriage with the spirit husband or wife, in the name of Jesus.
  8. I break all covenants entered into with the spirit husband or wife, in the name of Jesus.
  9. I command the thunder fire of God to burn to ashes the wedding gown, ring, photographs and all other materials used for the marriage, in Jesus’ name.
  10. I send the fire of God to burn to ashes the marriage certificate, in the name of Jesus.
  11. I break every blood and soul-tie covenants with the spirit husband or wife, in the name of Jesus.
  12. I reject the children born to the marriage, in Jesus’ name.
  13. I withdraw my blood, sperm or any other part of my body deposited on the altar of the spirit husband or wife, in Jesus name.
  14. You spirit husband or wife tormenting my life and earthly marriage I bind you with hot chains and fetters of God and cast you out of my life into the deep pit, and I command you not to ever come into my life again, in the name of Jesus.
  15. I return to you, every property of yours in my possession in the spirit world, including the dowry and whatsoever was used for the marriage and covenants, in the name of Jesus.
  16. I drain myself of all evil materials deposited in my body as a result of our sexual relation, in Jesus’ name.
  17. Lord, send Holy Ghost fire into my root and burn out all unclean things deposited in it by the spirit husband or wife, in the name of Jesus.

Always take everything you read to Scripture and to God first. Then do your own research. I am new to all of this too, but there is hope in The Power of The Name of Jesus in Deliverance ministry. (See Mark 16:17-18). All demons are subject to The Name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, however sometimes they are stubborn and do not have to leave if they have a legal right. Be sure and check out this link about LEGAL RIGHTS for demons HERE.

The worst thing is unforgiveness. Unforgiveness with completely hinder your deliverance as we must forgive to be forgiven.

I pray this encourages someone. Remember, Jesus loves you no matter what and no matter how bad it feels. I am going through it too. One day at a time. We are leaning.

Prayer to Renounce Unforgiveness and Unholy Judgment

Truth in Reality

Father, I confess that in the past I held unforgiveness and sometimes bitterness and resentment in my heart against certain people who hurt or disappointed me. I now recognise this as sin and confess it as sin. For you have said in your Word that if we confess our sins you are just and faithful to forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

I now freely forgive all these people and ask you to bless them if they are living. I also forgive myself for my many faults and failures because you have freely forgiven me.

Thank you Father from freedom from the load of unforgiveness, bitterness and resentment, in the name of Jesus.

Father I confess to you that in the past through ignorance, curiosity, or wilfully, I came into contact with certain religious activity which I now recognise as sin, and I confess it as…

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